1

 

00:00:16,267 --> 00:00:18,400

 

- Good Tess, good girl.

 

 

 

2

 

00:00:18,400 --> 00:00:19,760

 

Easy, give.

 

 

 

3

 

00:00:19,760 --> 00:00:21,520

 

Yes, good girl!

 

 

 

4

 

00:00:21,534 --> 00:00:22,868

 

That's a good Tess.

 

 

 

5

 

00:00:22,840 --> 00:00:24,160

 

Good girl, Tessie!

 

 

 

6

 

00:00:24,160 --> 00:00:26,000

 

Good puppy, good girl.

 

 

 

7

 

00:00:55,160 --> 00:00:56,640

 

- All right, guys.

 

 

 

8

 

00:00:58,534 --> 00:01:00,468

 

Time to assign puppies.

 

 

 

9

 

00:01:02,901 --> 00:01:06,235

 

Yellow male named Seal is going to Luis.

 

 

 

10

 

00:01:10,634 --> 00:01:14,401

 

Yellow female named Skye

 

is going to Shannon.

 

 

 

11

 

00:01:19,400 --> 00:01:22,500

 

Yellow female, Fethra,

 

 

 

12

 

00:01:22,597 --> 00:01:26,487

 

is going to Luis.

 

 

 

13

 

00:01:31,767 --> 00:01:33,701

 

- Guys, getting the puppies,

 

 

 

14

 

00:01:33,687 --> 00:01:35,291

 

we're not gonna linger outside,

 

 

 

15

 

00:01:35,291 --> 00:01:36,697

 

so as soon as you get the puppy,

 

 

 

16

 

00:01:36,697 --> 00:01:39,105

 

we're gonna have to go in the house.

 

 

 

17

 

00:01:39,105 --> 00:01:40,768

 

- The puppies are here.

 

 

 

18

 

00:01:40,768 --> 00:01:41,714

 

The puppies are here.

 

 

 

19

 

00:01:45,033 --> 00:01:46,800

 

- The minute when the

 

puppies exchange hands

 

 

 

20

 

00:01:46,788 --> 00:01:49,256

 

is the minute when life as we know it

 

 

 

21

 

00:01:49,256 --> 00:01:51,256

 

seems to change forever.

 

 

 

22

 

00:01:53,161 --> 00:01:54,920

 

- I feel a little nervous.

 

 

 

23

 

00:01:54,920 --> 00:01:55,753

 

- A little?

 

 

 

24

 

00:01:55,753 --> 00:01:58,334

 

- A little bit, but I'm happy though.

 

 

 

25

 

00:01:58,334 --> 00:01:59,936

 

- That's the name of your puppy, Skye.

 

 

 

26

 

00:01:59,936 --> 00:02:00,812

 

- Yeah, her name is Skye.

 

 

 

27

 

00:02:00,812 --> 00:02:01,863

 

- Skye's the limit, huh?

 

 

 

28

 

00:02:01,863 --> 00:02:03,379

 

- Yes.

 

 

 

29

 

00:02:03,379 --> 00:02:04,314

 

- I'm so happy.

 

 

 

30

 

00:02:04,314 --> 00:02:06,762

 

- Man, congratulations to y'all.

 

 

 

31

 

00:02:06,762 --> 00:02:07,755

 

Congratulations.

 

 

 

32

 

00:02:07,755 --> 00:02:10,922

 

- Congratulations, congratulations.

 

 

 

33

 

00:02:10,922 --> 00:02:12,748

 

- Hey, guys.

 

 

 

34

 

00:02:12,748 --> 00:02:13,998

 

- Look at that!

 

 

 

35

 

00:02:15,681 --> 00:02:17,323

 

- Wow!

 

 

 

36

 

00:02:17,323 --> 00:02:18,573

 

- Look at that.

 

 

 

37

 

00:02:19,427 --> 00:02:21,094

 

- Hey, little puppy.

 

 

 

38

 

00:02:22,474 --> 00:02:23,807

 

- [Everyone] Aw!

 

 

 

39

 

00:02:28,908 --> 00:02:30,379

 

- Hey little puppy.

 

 

 

40

 

00:02:30,379 --> 00:02:31,927

 

- You're responsible for the mess now.

 

 

 

41

 

00:02:35,267 --> 00:02:37,168

 

- This my baby, Fethra.

 

 

 

42

 

00:02:38,639 --> 00:02:43,013

 

- I always do one little

 

thing with the last one.

 

 

 

43

 

00:02:43,013 --> 00:02:44,922

 

You better promise me,

 

 

 

44

 

00:02:44,922 --> 00:02:47,902

 

you watch after the others, okay?

 

 

 

45

 

00:02:47,902 --> 00:02:49,485

 

There you go, dude.

 

 

 

46

 

00:02:51,901 --> 00:02:55,201

 

- She feel like two pounds.

 

 

 

47

 

00:02:55,194 --> 00:02:58,439

 

All right, I gotta take her in.

 

 

 

48

 

00:03:17,934 --> 00:03:19,501

 

- Hi puppy.

 

 

 

49

 

00:03:19,501 --> 00:03:20,668

 

How you feel?

 

 

 

50

 

00:03:21,534 --> 00:03:22,502

 

Oh, there he goes.

 

 

 

51

 

00:03:22,488 --> 00:03:23,663

 

Hey puppy.

 

 

 

52

 

00:03:23,663 --> 00:03:25,135

 

- I'm extremely nervous.

 

 

 

53

 

00:03:25,135 --> 00:03:27,302

 

More nervous than excited.

 

 

 

54

 

00:03:29,110 --> 00:03:30,807

 

Prior to my incarceration,

 

 

 

55

 

00:03:30,807 --> 00:03:32,986

 

when I was 15 years old,

 

 

 

56

 

00:03:32,986 --> 00:03:36,069

 

I was involved in the street

 

life and gang activity.

 

 

 

57

 

00:03:36,069 --> 00:03:38,966

 

From selling drugs to selling guns,

 

 

 

58

 

00:03:38,966 --> 00:03:40,899

 

that was my life.

 

 

 

59

 

00:03:40,899 --> 00:03:42,207

 

Hello puppy.

 

 

 

60

 

00:03:42,207 --> 00:03:43,207

 

Hello puppy.

 

 

 

61

 

00:03:46,720 --> 00:03:48,080

 

That puppy smell.

 

 

 

62

 

00:03:48,080 --> 00:03:49,462

 

Got kids?

 

 

 

63

 

00:03:49,462 --> 00:03:51,795

 

Remember way the baby smell?

 

 

 

64

 

00:03:54,300 --> 00:03:56,449

 

The day that my crime occurred,

 

 

 

65

 

00:03:56,449 --> 00:03:58,109

 

it was a street beef,

 

 

 

66

 

00:03:58,109 --> 00:04:00,291

 

I felt threatened,

 

 

 

67

 

00:04:00,291 --> 00:04:01,124

 

and...

 

 

 

68

 

00:04:02,670 --> 00:04:04,452

 

Ultimately just pulled out a gun

 

 

 

69

 

00:04:04,452 --> 00:04:07,568

 

and just shot a kid

 

that I happened to have

 

 

 

70

 

00:04:07,567 --> 00:04:10,134

 

gone to school with his sister.

 

 

 

71

 

00:04:11,964 --> 00:04:14,552

 

I really hate the person who I was then.

 

 

 

72

 

00:04:14,552 --> 00:04:16,589

 

I was a horrible person.

 

 

 

73

 

00:04:16,589 --> 00:04:17,671

 

It was really senseless,

 

 

 

74

 

00:04:17,671 --> 00:04:19,027

 

when I look back at it,

 

 

 

75

 

00:04:19,027 --> 00:04:20,301

 

I was 19.

 

 

 

76

 

00:04:20,301 --> 00:04:21,218

 

I'm 33 now.

 

 

 

77

 

00:04:23,407 --> 00:04:25,899

 

I'm looking for forgiveness.

 

 

 

78

 

00:04:25,899 --> 00:04:29,011

 

This puppy, this is gonna

 

be my second chance.

 

 

 

79

 

00:04:29,011 --> 00:04:29,996

 

This is how I see it,

 

 

 

80

 

00:04:29,996 --> 00:04:32,745

 

as a second chance for

 

me to do something right.

 

 

 

81

 

00:04:40,000 --> 00:04:41,734

 

- Hello little puppy.

 

 

 

82

 

00:04:45,750 --> 00:04:48,083

 

- You want some water, mama?

 

 

 

83

 

00:04:51,001 --> 00:04:54,217

 

I never really raised anything.

 

 

 

84

 

00:04:54,217 --> 00:04:56,179

 

Like, I never got to raise my children.

 

 

 

85

 

00:04:56,179 --> 00:04:57,414

 

Never got to see them born.

 

 

 

86

 

00:04:57,414 --> 00:04:59,149

 

I seen my oldest son born.

 

 

 

87

 

00:04:59,149 --> 00:05:00,379

 

Didn't get to see his sister.

 

 

 

88

 

00:05:00,379 --> 00:05:02,032

 

I seen my baby girl,

 

 

 

89

 

00:05:02,032 --> 00:05:03,099

 

I seen her born.

 

 

 

90

 

00:05:03,099 --> 00:05:04,188

 

For them, they're like,

 

 

 

91

 

00:05:04,188 --> 00:05:06,181

 

"Yeah, we'll see you

 

when you come home, Dad.

 

 

 

92

 

00:05:06,181 --> 00:05:08,119

 

When you say something,

 

you're gonna do it.

 

 

 

93

 

00:05:08,119 --> 00:05:10,638

 

Because they don't really know who I am.

 

 

 

94

 

00:05:13,267 --> 00:05:16,901

 

I just pray that I will

 

be able to give her

 

 

 

95

 

00:05:16,901 --> 00:05:17,984

 

to a war vet.

 

 

 

96

 

00:05:20,657 --> 00:05:21,833

 

I wanna be an example,

 

 

 

97

 

00:05:21,833 --> 00:05:25,152

 

not just for me but for my children,

 

 

 

98

 

00:05:25,152 --> 00:05:26,554

 

my grandson.

 

 

 

99

 

00:05:26,554 --> 00:05:27,617

 

I want to prove to myself,

 

 

 

100

 

00:05:27,617 --> 00:05:29,534

 

I have to prove this to myself.

 

 

 

101

 

00:05:29,534 --> 00:05:31,451

 

That I'm gonna do this.

 

 

 

102

 

00:05:46,133 --> 00:05:48,433

 

- If that dog doesn't know

 

where that light is by now,

 

 

 

103

 

00:05:48,441 --> 00:05:50,000

 

we got a problem bigger

 

than nightmare training.

 

 

 

104

 

00:05:50,000 --> 00:05:51,490

 

- I just like to set her up.

 

 

 

105

 

00:05:51,490 --> 00:05:52,672

 

- I know, but Joey.

 

 

 

106

 

00:05:52,672 --> 00:05:54,239

 

The light hasn't moved.

 

 

 

107

 

00:05:54,239 --> 00:05:55,072

 

Right?

 

 

 

108

 

00:05:55,072 --> 00:05:56,873

 

She knows where the light is.

 

 

 

109

 

00:05:56,873 --> 00:05:58,550

 

After she does the lights,

 

 

 

110

 

00:05:58,550 --> 00:06:00,221

 

still thrash for couple of seconds.

 

 

 

111

 

00:06:00,221 --> 00:06:01,448

 

And even after she comes back,

 

 

 

112

 

00:06:01,448 --> 00:06:02,997

 

just for a couple of seconds,

 

 

 

113

 

00:06:02,997 --> 00:06:05,664

 

even after the lights turned on.

 

 

 

114

 

00:06:07,668 --> 00:06:08,757

 

- No!

 

 

 

115

 

00:06:08,757 --> 00:06:09,604

 

No!

 

 

 

116

 

00:06:09,604 --> 00:06:10,437

 

No!

 

 

 

117

 

00:06:13,618 --> 00:06:16,258

 

- No that's it, you

 

missed the "yes", Joey."

 

 

 

118

 

00:06:16,258 --> 00:06:18,809

 

You've gotta say "yes"

 

while you're snoring

 

 

 

119

 

00:06:18,809 --> 00:06:20,111

 

and while you're thrashing.

 

 

 

120

 

00:06:20,111 --> 00:06:21,074

 

I'm not saying it's easy,

 

 

 

121

 

00:06:21,074 --> 00:06:22,692

 

but you gotta do all of that

 

 

 

122

 

00:06:22,692 --> 00:06:24,473

 

'cause you're training her, okay?

 

 

 

123

 

00:06:24,473 --> 00:06:26,071

 

Let's give her a break now,

 

 

 

124

 

00:06:26,071 --> 00:06:27,309

 

'cause she's done it three times,

 

 

 

125

 

00:06:27,309 --> 00:06:28,476

 

so it looks...

 

 

 

126

 

00:06:30,763 --> 00:06:31,720

 

She's getting there.

 

 

 

127

 

00:06:31,720 --> 00:06:32,878

 

It's more you,

 

 

 

128

 

00:06:32,878 --> 00:06:34,154

 

she's easier to train than you.

 

 

 

129

 

00:06:34,154 --> 00:06:35,130

 

All right?

 

 

 

130

 

00:06:39,968 --> 00:06:41,435

 

- Light, Scooby, light!

 

 

 

131

 

00:06:43,100 --> 00:06:44,267

 

Scooby, light.

 

 

 

132

 

00:06:47,033 --> 00:06:50,200

 

He took off.

 

 

 

133

 

00:06:54,701 --> 00:06:56,368

 

Oh good boy, Scooby.

 

 

 

134

 

00:06:57,311 --> 00:06:59,379

 

- He's too precocious.

 

 

 

135

 

00:06:59,379 --> 00:07:01,645

 

So really make it like

 

you're having a nightmare,

 

 

 

136

 

00:07:01,645 --> 00:07:04,087

 

because if you just trash normally,

 

 

 

137

 

00:07:04,087 --> 00:07:05,900

 

you don't want a dog to turn

 

on the light all the time

 

 

 

138

 

00:07:05,900 --> 00:07:07,018

 

or it's gonna piss you off.

 

 

 

139

 

00:07:07,018 --> 00:07:08,767

 

So you have to be a little more...

 

 

 

140

 

00:07:08,767 --> 00:07:09,986

 

Okay? But he looks good.

 

 

 

141

 

00:07:09,968 --> 00:07:11,535

 

- Light.

 

 

 

142

 

00:07:11,555 --> 00:07:14,455

 

- Just literally seeing all

 

the pictures of the bombings

 

 

 

143

 

00:07:14,455 --> 00:07:17,012

 

in Iraq and Afghanistan

 

day after day after day,

 

 

 

144

 

00:07:17,012 --> 00:07:20,012

 

I just said, "I wanna do something."

 

 

 

145

 

00:07:21,650 --> 00:07:26,644

 

And what I could do was

 

through raising PTSD dogs.

 

 

 

146

 

00:07:26,644 --> 00:07:29,791

 

Dogs in particular can

 

be a conduit for somebody

 

 

 

147

 

00:07:29,791 --> 00:07:31,915

 

to share emotion, to talk to,

 

 

 

148

 

00:07:31,915 --> 00:07:33,691

 

to just heal.

 

 

 

149

 

00:07:33,691 --> 00:07:35,511

 

- Yay! Good girl.

 

 

 

150

 

00:07:35,511 --> 00:07:37,068

 

- [Gloria] Excellent, good job.

 

 

 

151

 

00:07:37,068 --> 00:07:39,902

 

Why, though, did he teach

 

Okra to tug a blanket off?

 

 

 

152

 

00:07:39,901 --> 00:07:41,368

 

- [Voiceover] Just in case

 

somebody's having a nightmare,

 

 

 

153

 

00:07:41,367 --> 00:07:42,634

 

they won't hit the dog.

 

 

 

154

 

00:07:42,634 --> 00:07:44,235

 

- Right, do you think you

 

can start teaching her that

 

 

 

155

 

00:07:44,234 --> 00:07:45,102

 

instead of coming?

 

 

 

156

 

00:07:45,100 --> 00:07:46,001

 

- [Voiceover] Okay.

 

 

 

157

 

00:07:46,000 --> 00:07:47,834

 

- [Gloria] It's really, really great, BJ.

 

 

 

158

 

00:08:01,033 --> 00:08:02,734

 

- Good, watch me. Yes!

 

 

 

159

 

00:08:02,717 --> 00:08:03,577

 

- Yes.

 

 

 

160

 

00:08:03,577 --> 00:08:06,223

 

Now be more enthusiastic. Yes.

 

 

 

161

 

00:08:06,223 --> 00:08:07,874

 

- Luke.

 

 

 

162

 

00:08:07,874 --> 00:08:09,186

 

Watch me.

 

 

 

163

 

00:08:09,186 --> 00:08:11,840

 

- Don't walk to the dog.

 

 

 

164

 

00:08:11,840 --> 00:08:13,119

 

- I'm sorry, don't get mad.

 

 

 

165

 

00:08:13,119 --> 00:08:14,370

 

- Tell him to watch you.

 

 

 

166

 

00:08:14,370 --> 00:08:16,186

 

- I didn't think he was gonna listen.

 

 

 

167

 

00:08:16,186 --> 00:08:17,894

 

- Stand up straight,

 

tell him to watch you,

 

 

 

168

 

00:08:17,894 --> 00:08:19,445

 

and if he doesn't watch you,

 

 

 

169

 

00:08:19,445 --> 00:08:20,725

 

he gets a teeny tiny pop,

 

 

 

170

 

00:08:20,725 --> 00:08:21,558

 

and when he does watch you,

 

 

 

171

 

00:08:21,558 --> 00:08:22,401

 

he gets kibble.

 

 

 

172

 

00:08:22,401 --> 00:08:23,234

 

- Okay.

 

 

 

173

 

00:08:23,234 --> 00:08:24,067

 

Okay, thank you.

 

 

 

174

 

00:08:24,067 --> 00:08:24,900

 

- Go on.

 

 

 

175

 

00:08:24,901 --> 00:08:26,735

 

- [Gloria] I really

 

believe in second chances.

 

 

 

176

 

00:08:26,738 --> 00:08:28,216

 

I believe people can change.

 

 

 

177

 

00:08:28,216 --> 00:08:29,597

 

As you get to know him,

 

 

 

178

 

00:08:29,597 --> 00:08:31,176

 

you want him to watch you before--

 

 

 

179

 

00:08:31,176 --> 00:08:32,985

 

They've proved they can do wrong.

 

 

 

180

 

00:08:32,985 --> 00:08:34,286

 

They proved that they can wrong

 

 

 

181

 

00:08:34,286 --> 00:08:35,730

 

and they have wronged society.

 

 

 

182

 

00:08:35,730 --> 00:08:37,568

 

Let them prove they

 

can do something right.

 

 

 

183

 

00:08:37,568 --> 00:08:39,675

 

Let them prove they can

 

contribute to society.

 

 

 

184

 

00:08:39,675 --> 00:08:41,070

 

- Watch me.

 

 

 

185

 

00:08:41,070 --> 00:08:41,903

 

Yes.

 

 

 

186

 

00:08:41,903 --> 00:08:44,587

 

- Yes! Good boy, Lukey

 

baby, that's the way to go.

 

 

 

187

 

00:08:44,587 --> 00:08:46,737

 

Yes, good Lukey.

 

 

 

188

 

00:08:46,734 --> 00:08:47,867

 

- [Gloria] I have to be tough

 

 

 

189

 

00:08:47,885 --> 00:08:50,606

 

'cause we're working

 

with a tough population.

 

 

 

190

 

00:08:50,606 --> 00:08:52,556

 

We are not working with a bunch of nuns

 

 

 

191

 

00:08:52,556 --> 00:08:54,806

 

or a bunch of grandmothers.

 

 

 

192

 

00:08:57,467 --> 00:08:59,801

 

- [Voiceover] Wait, wait.

 

 

 

193

 

00:08:59,799 --> 00:09:00,632

 

Let's go.

 

 

 

194

 

00:09:07,525 --> 00:09:09,734

 

- [Voiceover] Fethra, heel.

 

 

 

195

 

00:09:09,734 --> 00:09:10,817

 

Fethra, heel.

 

 

 

196

 

00:09:17,459 --> 00:09:18,644

 

Yes, good girl.

 

 

 

197

 

00:09:18,644 --> 00:09:19,552

 

- [Luis] I feel Fethra was like,

 

 

 

198

 

00:09:19,552 --> 00:09:20,975

 

she was meant for me

 

 

 

199

 

00:09:20,975 --> 00:09:25,142

 

because Fethra's birthday

 

is my daughter's birthday.

 

 

 

200

 

00:09:26,680 --> 00:09:28,788

 

That's a good girl.

 

 

 

201

 

00:09:28,788 --> 00:09:30,580

 

That's a good girl.

 

 

 

202

 

00:09:30,580 --> 00:09:32,703

 

I look at her and I said, look.

 

 

 

203

 

00:09:32,703 --> 00:09:34,804

 

I said, I got you these treats.

 

 

 

204

 

00:09:34,804 --> 00:09:36,321

 

And then all of a sudden,

 

 

 

205

 

00:09:36,321 --> 00:09:37,379

 

you see Stephy,

 

 

 

206

 

00:09:37,379 --> 00:09:38,625

 

'cause I used to call my daughter,

 

 

 

207

 

00:09:38,625 --> 00:09:40,919

 

her name is Stephanie.

 

 

 

208

 

00:09:40,919 --> 00:09:43,169

 

And it just brought me back

 

 

 

209

 

00:09:44,207 --> 00:09:46,141

 

to that moment

 

 

 

210

 

00:09:46,141 --> 00:09:48,678

 

when I was in the street which was

 

 

 

211

 

00:09:48,678 --> 00:09:50,011

 

a long time ago.

 

 

 

212

 

00:09:52,364 --> 00:09:53,378

 

When I was 16,

 

 

 

213

 

00:09:53,378 --> 00:09:55,545

 

I started selling cocaine.

 

 

 

214

 

00:09:58,844 --> 00:10:01,820

 

My son, he was 17 months

 

old when I got arrested.

 

 

 

215

 

00:10:01,820 --> 00:10:04,176

 

My daughter was 9 months old

 

 

 

216

 

00:10:04,176 --> 00:10:05,843

 

when I got arrested.

 

 

 

217

 

00:10:07,441 --> 00:10:09,422

 

I don't really look at myself right now

 

 

 

218

 

00:10:09,422 --> 00:10:10,422

 

as a parent.

 

 

 

219

 

00:10:11,709 --> 00:10:13,964

 

I messed up before.

 

 

 

220

 

00:10:13,964 --> 00:10:15,904

 

But now, I'm not gonna mess up.

 

 

 

221

 

00:10:15,904 --> 00:10:16,737

 

Good girl.

 

 

 

222

 

00:10:17,771 --> 00:10:20,054

 

I can't just step in

 

 

 

223

 

00:10:20,054 --> 00:10:21,554

 

and act like this.

 

 

 

224

 

00:10:22,431 --> 00:10:24,264

 

They have to trust me.

 

 

 

225

 

00:10:26,324 --> 00:10:27,574

 

Let's go.

 

 

 

226

 

00:10:27,574 --> 00:10:28,407

 

Yeah.

 

 

 

227

 

00:10:28,407 --> 00:10:29,872

 

That's a good girl.

 

 

 

228

 

00:10:29,872 --> 00:10:30,752

 

You know, I have to,

 

 

 

229

 

00:10:30,752 --> 00:10:34,456

 

to show them the love that I have in me.

 

 

 

230

 

00:10:34,456 --> 00:10:35,809

 

Sit.

 

 

 

231

 

00:10:35,809 --> 00:10:37,114

 

Yes, good girl.

 

 

 

232

 

00:10:37,114 --> 00:10:37,947

 

Wait.

 

 

 

233

 

00:10:42,252 --> 00:10:43,240

 

Fethra, come.

 

 

 

234

 

00:10:43,240 --> 00:10:44,772

 

Fethra, come.

 

 

 

235

 

00:10:53,801 --> 00:10:55,302

 

- Let's go, puppy.

 

 

 

236

 

00:10:56,564 --> 00:10:59,404

 

- [Gloria] What is the purpose

 

of this command, Shannon?

 

 

 

237

 

00:10:59,404 --> 00:11:00,259

 

- [Voiceover] The purpose of "look"?

 

 

 

238

 

00:11:00,259 --> 00:11:01,092

 

- [Gloria] Yeah.

 

 

 

239

 

00:11:01,092 --> 00:11:03,536

 

- [Voiceover] Is to go touch

 

the object with their nose.

 

 

 

240

 

00:11:03,536 --> 00:11:05,905

 

- It's to discern which item we want.

 

 

 

241

 

00:11:05,901 --> 00:11:09,968

 

Okay, so let's see "look"

 

with all of these dogs.

 

 

 

242

 

00:11:11,167 --> 00:11:12,901

 

- Seal, watch me.

 

 

 

243

 

00:11:12,901 --> 00:11:13,735

 

Seal, look.

 

 

 

244

 

00:11:13,725 --> 00:11:14,558

 

Yes.

 

 

 

245

 

00:11:14,567 --> 00:11:15,501

 

Good boy, look.

 

 

 

246

 

00:11:15,501 --> 00:11:16,534

 

- Fethra, look.

 

 

 

247

 

00:11:16,501 --> 00:11:18,402

 

Yes, good girl.

 

 

 

248

 

00:11:18,400 --> 00:11:19,467

 

- Watch me.

 

 

 

249

 

00:11:19,467 --> 00:11:20,901

 

Look.

 

 

 

250

 

00:11:20,901 --> 00:11:22,068

 

Watch me.

 

 

 

251

 

00:11:22,100 --> 00:11:23,133

 

Look.

 

 

 

252

 

00:11:23,133 --> 00:11:25,166

 

- Two more times, please.

 

 

 

253

 

00:11:25,167 --> 00:11:27,135

 

- [Gloria] In prison, generally

 

you stick to yourself.

 

 

 

254

 

00:11:27,100 --> 00:11:30,200

 

But, the inmates have to work

 

together as part of a group

 

 

 

255

 

00:11:30,200 --> 00:11:33,267

 

and this is really unusual in prison.

 

 

 

256

 

00:11:34,701 --> 00:11:37,335

 

All of those guys need

 

to acquire people skills

 

 

 

257

 

00:11:37,300 --> 00:11:38,734

 

as well as dog skills.

 

 

 

258

 

00:11:38,725 --> 00:11:40,738

 

We're offering the means to do so,

 

 

 

259

 

00:11:40,738 --> 00:11:43,108

 

but they've got to step up to the bat.

 

 

 

260

 

00:11:43,067 --> 00:11:44,568

 

- Seal, get it.

 

 

 

261

 

00:11:44,601 --> 00:11:45,701

 

Give.

 

 

 

262

 

00:11:45,701 --> 00:11:47,435

 

Yes, good boy.

 

 

 

263

 

00:11:47,434 --> 00:11:48,501

 

- Give, give.

 

 

 

264

 

00:11:49,367 --> 00:11:50,567

 

- Get it, and then take your hands off it.

 

 

 

265

 

00:11:50,567 --> 00:11:51,934

 

You gotta take your hands off.

 

 

 

266

 

00:11:51,934 --> 00:11:52,802

 

Get it.

 

 

 

267

 

00:11:52,801 --> 00:11:53,868

 

Oops.

 

 

 

268

 

00:11:53,834 --> 00:11:55,568

 

Puppy, puppy.

 

 

 

269

 

00:11:55,601 --> 00:11:56,569

 

Some people thrive,

 

 

 

270

 

00:11:56,567 --> 00:11:58,168

 

some people grow.

 

 

 

271

 

00:11:58,167 --> 00:12:01,001

 

Others don't, and they

 

don't last in the program.

 

 

 

272

 

00:12:00,968 --> 00:12:02,802

 

Excellent, good job.

 

 

 

273

 

00:12:02,834 --> 00:12:03,735

 

- Let's go.

 

 

 

274

 

00:12:03,734 --> 00:12:04,568

 

Let's go.

 

 

 

275

 

00:12:04,567 --> 00:12:05,801

 

Yes, good girl.

 

 

 

276

 

00:12:13,742 --> 00:12:16,517

 

- An officer that never worked our unit

 

 

 

277

 

00:12:16,501 --> 00:12:19,135

 

hears us talking to the puppies, he said,

 

 

 

278

 

00:12:19,133 --> 00:12:20,867

 

"Did you just sing to the dog?"

 

 

 

279

 

00:12:20,868 --> 00:12:21,736

 

And I said,

 

 

 

280

 

00:12:21,767 --> 00:12:23,534

 

"Yeah, that's how I get her to come."

 

 

 

281

 

00:12:23,534 --> 00:12:24,801

 

- Hey baby, that's my baby,

 

 

 

282

 

00:12:24,789 --> 00:12:25,751

 

come here baby.

 

 

 

283

 

00:12:25,751 --> 00:12:26,584

 

- Hey buddy,

 

 

 

284

 

00:12:26,584 --> 00:12:27,536

 

what's up buddy?

 

 

 

285

 

00:12:38,300 --> 00:12:39,268

 

- They probably said,

 

 

 

286

 

00:12:39,267 --> 00:12:41,768

 

"These guys is crazy." (

 

 

 

287

 

00:12:41,767 --> 00:12:42,800

 

"They nuts."

 

 

 

288

 

00:12:42,798 --> 00:12:45,160

 

And I say, "I'm bonding, man, I'm bonding.

 

 

 

289

 

00:12:45,160 --> 00:12:47,252

 

"What you mean, what I'm doing?"

 

 

 

290

 

00:12:47,252 --> 00:12:49,649

 

- [Voiceover] This is gonna

 

take a while to learn.

 

 

 

291

 

00:12:49,649 --> 00:12:51,624

 

Take a while to clean them up.

 

 

 

292

 

00:12:51,624 --> 00:12:53,191

 

- [Shannon] I'm trying

 

to show my family that

 

 

 

293

 

00:12:53,191 --> 00:12:55,447

 

I'm doing positive.

 

 

 

294

 

00:12:55,447 --> 00:12:57,906

 

And that the outcome is gonna be better

 

 

 

295

 

00:12:57,901 --> 00:13:00,635

 

than when I first came in prison.

 

 

 

296

 

00:13:02,607 --> 00:13:04,040

 

My name is Shannon,

 

 

 

297

 

00:13:04,040 --> 00:13:07,243

 

and this is my very first

 

time raising a puppy.

 

 

 

298

 

00:13:07,243 --> 00:13:10,081

 

Skye is the wish I made upon a star.

 

 

 

299

 

00:13:10,081 --> 00:13:12,422

 

My life was dark and there'd be sadness.

 

 

 

300

 

00:13:12,422 --> 00:13:15,309

 

But Skye made me smile at first sight.

 

 

 

301

 

00:13:15,309 --> 00:13:16,766

 

She's my world.

 

 

 

302

 

00:13:16,766 --> 00:13:18,824

 

She's my best friend.

 

 

 

303

 

00:13:30,133 --> 00:13:32,634

 

- [Voiceover] Let's get

 

the puppies up, please.

 

 

 

304

 

00:13:32,660 --> 00:13:35,334

 

- Okay guys, I do not want to see you guys

 

 

 

305

 

00:13:35,334 --> 00:13:38,734

 

manipulating the puppies with your leads.

 

 

 

306

 

00:13:43,492 --> 00:13:45,325

 

Walking, heel, please.

 

 

 

307

 

00:13:48,285 --> 00:13:50,237

 

It's all love and light

 

and peace and puppy kisses

 

 

 

308

 

00:13:50,234 --> 00:13:54,202

 

for the first couple, you know, of weeks.

 

 

 

309

 

00:13:54,214 --> 00:13:57,695

 

It then starts getting

 

tougher in terms of commands.

 

 

 

310

 

00:13:57,695 --> 00:14:00,008

 

And the work you have to do with the dog.

 

 

 

311

 

00:14:01,701 --> 00:14:03,068

 

What dog is that?

 

 

 

312

 

00:14:03,071 --> 00:14:06,980

 

Skye has been having a lot of problems.

 

 

 

313

 

00:14:06,980 --> 00:14:08,707

 

There is zero guarantee that that puppy

 

 

 

314

 

00:14:08,707 --> 00:14:11,187

 

is gonna turn into a service dog.

 

 

 

315

 

00:14:11,200 --> 00:14:13,600

 

This is not very good behavior, Shannon.

 

 

 

316

 

00:14:13,579 --> 00:14:17,174

 

That dog is obnoxious this morning.

 

 

 

317

 

00:14:17,174 --> 00:14:20,615

 

- Gloria, when she lights that fire...

 

 

 

318

 

00:14:22,234 --> 00:14:25,668

 

When she gets to that boiling point,

 

 

 

319

 

00:14:25,667 --> 00:14:29,138

 

you don't wanna be a target in her radar.

 

 

 

320

 

00:14:29,138 --> 00:14:33,745

 

- I'm seeing a dog that's not

 

performing very well at all.

 

 

 

321

 

00:14:33,745 --> 00:14:37,320

 

- When Gloria gets mad and that vein goes,

 

 

 

322

 

00:14:37,320 --> 00:14:39,444

 

you start to see the vein on her neck pop,

 

 

 

323

 

00:14:39,444 --> 00:14:41,927

 

you know she's gonna give it to somebody.

 

 

 

324

 

00:14:41,927 --> 00:14:45,082

 

- It shows that she needs to

 

be with men other than Shannon.

 

 

 

325

 

00:14:45,082 --> 00:14:47,194

 

How many times did Shannon

 

work with other men

 

 

 

326

 

00:14:47,194 --> 00:14:48,977

 

in the last week?

 

 

 

327

 

00:14:48,968 --> 00:14:53,168

 

Shannon, Skye, whatever

 

the hell the dog's name is?

 

 

 

328

 

00:14:53,163 --> 00:14:54,324

 

Twice.

 

 

 

329

 

00:14:54,324 --> 00:14:57,414

 

Geraldine, your name is not Edward

 

 

 

330

 

00:14:57,414 --> 00:15:01,914

 

unless you had a sex change

 

operation that I'm not aware of.

 

 

 

331

 

00:15:01,914 --> 00:15:03,568

 

- I don't know whether to laugh,

 

 

 

332

 

00:15:03,567 --> 00:15:05,468

 

put my head down.

 

 

 

333

 

00:15:05,467 --> 00:15:06,500

 

Have her not look at me,

 

 

 

334

 

00:15:06,517 --> 00:15:07,549

 

walk away.

 

 

 

335

 

00:15:07,549 --> 00:15:09,273

 

- So you guys, as I said earlier,

 

 

 

336

 

00:15:09,273 --> 00:15:11,476

 

the numbers speak for themselves.

 

 

 

337

 

00:15:11,467 --> 00:15:13,834

 

I don't know why that dog

 

only worked with men twice

 

 

 

338

 

00:15:13,836 --> 00:15:15,003

 

in seven days.

 

 

 

339

 

00:15:18,304 --> 00:15:20,054

 

Okay, Shannon just...

 

 

 

340

 

00:15:21,096 --> 00:15:23,334

 

I will add, defensively,

 

 

 

341

 

00:15:23,334 --> 00:15:26,017

 

raised his hand and said, quote,

 

 

 

342

 

00:15:26,017 --> 00:15:29,532

 

"Gloria, I can't force other

 

men to work with my puppy."

 

 

 

343

 

00:15:29,532 --> 00:15:31,215

 

Right? Okay.

 

 

 

344

 

00:15:31,215 --> 00:15:32,048

 

So.

 

 

 

345

 

00:15:33,413 --> 00:15:34,246

 

Respond.

 

 

 

346

 

00:15:35,986 --> 00:15:37,219

 

Did you hear what he said?

 

 

 

347

 

00:15:37,219 --> 00:15:38,052

 

- Yeah I heard what he said.

 

 

 

348

 

00:15:38,052 --> 00:15:39,760

 

- Okay, respond.

 

 

 

349

 

00:15:39,760 --> 00:15:41,029

 

- When it comes to,

 

 

 

350

 

00:15:41,029 --> 00:15:43,686

 

you have to be more proactive with it.

 

 

 

351

 

00:15:43,686 --> 00:15:45,099

 

And at the same token,

 

 

 

352

 

00:15:45,099 --> 00:15:46,097

 

I don't think anybody in here

 

 

 

353

 

00:15:46,097 --> 00:15:49,288

 

is gonna have a problem

 

working with your dog

 

 

 

354

 

00:15:49,288 --> 00:15:52,705

 

if you're willing to work with their dog.

 

 

 

355

 

00:15:56,833 --> 00:15:57,985

 

- Also a valid point.

 

 

 

356

 

00:15:57,985 --> 00:16:00,168

 

If we've got to force you to participate,

 

 

 

357

 

00:16:00,168 --> 00:16:02,570

 

you shouldn't be in Puppies Behind Bars.

 

 

 

358

 

00:16:02,570 --> 00:16:03,587

 

- [Voiceover] All right guys.

 

 

 

359

 

00:16:03,587 --> 00:16:07,004

 

The puppies can go back to their raisers.

 

 

 

360

 

00:17:05,050 --> 00:17:06,551

 

- Well they just said, you know,

 

 

 

361

 

00:17:06,567 --> 00:17:07,934

 

"Socialize her more."

 

 

 

362

 

00:17:07,908 --> 00:17:10,820

 

Which is very hard

 

because she's very small,

 

 

 

363

 

00:17:10,820 --> 00:17:13,607

 

and I don't want nothing

 

to happen to her, you know.

 

 

 

364

 

00:17:13,607 --> 00:17:15,704

 

She might eat something off the floor,

 

 

 

365

 

00:17:15,704 --> 00:17:16,959

 

or you know,

 

 

 

366

 

00:17:16,959 --> 00:17:20,320

 

something might drop on her, or something.

 

 

 

367

 

00:17:20,320 --> 00:17:22,590

 

Other people's not responsible.

 

 

 

368

 

00:17:22,590 --> 00:17:23,682

 

It's really challenging.

 

 

 

369

 

00:17:23,682 --> 00:17:24,650

 

It's not the program,

 

 

 

370

 

00:17:24,634 --> 00:17:28,301

 

it's the individuals that I'm around.

 

 

 

371

 

00:17:42,467 --> 00:17:45,368

 

- [Voiceover] Those are explosives.

 

 

 

372

 

00:17:55,199 --> 00:17:56,562

 

- [Mark] Me and the Lieutenant,

 

 

 

373

 

00:17:56,562 --> 00:17:58,508

 

we were eating lunch.

 

 

 

374

 

00:17:58,508 --> 00:18:02,258

 

I was probably 100 yards

 

to where it had hit.

 

 

 

375

 

00:18:06,667 --> 00:18:07,967

 

There it is.

 

 

 

376

 

00:18:11,667 --> 00:18:15,501

 

A full blown gun fight

 

lasted for seven hours.

 

 

 

377

 

00:18:19,971 --> 00:18:23,364

 

It was a horrific experience for me.

 

 

 

378

 

00:18:26,801 --> 00:18:30,934

 

Unfortunately, I brought a

 

lot of baggage home with me

 

 

 

379

 

00:18:30,935 --> 00:18:33,435

 

that I didn't intend to bring.

 

 

 

380

 

00:18:37,840 --> 00:18:42,007

 

I didn't really realize

 

how severe it was until...

 

 

 

381

 

00:18:45,416 --> 00:18:49,598

 

Well, I really didn't wanna

 

share this story, but...

 

 

 

382

 

00:18:49,598 --> 00:18:51,512

 

I had a flashback.

 

 

 

383

 

00:18:51,512 --> 00:18:53,595

 

They had changed my meds.

 

 

 

384

 

00:18:54,758 --> 00:18:58,606

 

Man, I was so depressed that day, God.

 

 

 

385

 

00:18:58,606 --> 00:19:00,274

 

I was crying all day,

 

 

 

386

 

00:19:00,274 --> 00:19:02,274

 

I was depressed as hell.

 

 

 

387

 

00:19:03,668 --> 00:19:04,884

 

My wife came home

 

 

 

388

 

00:19:04,884 --> 00:19:08,616

 

and I remember her walking up the walkway

 

 

 

389

 

00:19:08,616 --> 00:19:10,890

 

and she looked as pretty as

 

she always does, you know.

 

 

 

390

 

00:19:10,890 --> 00:19:13,421

 

I got a good looking wife, man.

 

 

 

391

 

00:19:13,421 --> 00:19:15,131

 

I'm so lucky.

 

 

 

392

 

00:19:15,131 --> 00:19:16,961

 

I walked in the house behind her

 

 

 

393

 

00:19:16,961 --> 00:19:19,802

 

and that's the last thing I remember.

 

 

 

394

 

00:19:19,802 --> 00:19:20,907

 

And she said,

 

 

 

395

 

00:19:20,907 --> 00:19:22,338

 

"I don't know who the hell you were.

 

 

 

396

 

00:19:22,338 --> 00:19:23,848

 

"You were somebody else."

 

 

 

397

 

00:19:25,000 --> 00:19:26,300

 

And I just said,

 

 

 

398

 

00:19:26,312 --> 00:19:28,742

 

"They're not fucking taking me."

 

 

 

399

 

00:19:28,742 --> 00:19:29,575

 

And she said,

 

 

 

400

 

00:19:29,575 --> 00:19:30,842

 

"You walked right by me,

 

 

 

401

 

00:19:30,842 --> 00:19:35,295

 

"and walked into your

 

office and shut the door."

 

 

 

402

 

00:19:35,295 --> 00:19:38,096

 

I had a 20 gauge shotgun in there.

 

 

 

403

 

00:19:38,096 --> 00:19:41,931

 

I had about 13 guns in

 

this house at one time.

 

 

 

404

 

00:19:41,931 --> 00:19:45,653

 

She heard that gun shack,

 

you know, as a pump.

 

 

 

405

 

00:19:48,634 --> 00:19:51,301

 

She was screaming at me, she said.

 

 

 

406

 

00:19:51,301 --> 00:19:53,036

 

All of a sudden, it went off.

 

 

 

407

 

00:19:54,133 --> 00:19:56,166

 

I was thinking somebody's

 

after me, you know?

 

 

 

408

 

00:19:56,167 --> 00:19:58,068

 

I'm back in Afghanistan.

 

 

 

409

 

00:19:58,072 --> 00:20:00,999

 

And I'm gonna kill somebody.

 

 

 

410

 

00:20:02,968 --> 00:20:04,469

 

She heard a loud crash and

 

 

 

411

 

00:20:04,481 --> 00:20:06,218

 

I jumped through a window.

 

 

 

412

 

00:20:06,218 --> 00:20:08,056

 

Man, I'm all cut up,

 

 

 

413

 

00:20:08,056 --> 00:20:11,435

 

deep cuts, blood is everywhere.

 

 

 

414

 

00:20:11,435 --> 00:20:12,469

 

And when I raised up,

 

 

 

415

 

00:20:12,469 --> 00:20:14,828

 

all I saw was gun barrels

 

 

 

416

 

00:20:14,828 --> 00:20:16,411

 

all around my face,

 

 

 

417

 

00:20:17,984 --> 00:20:21,359

 

saying "Get down, motherfucker."

 

 

 

418

 

00:20:21,359 --> 00:20:22,982

 

And they ripped my shirt off of me

 

 

 

419

 

00:20:22,982 --> 00:20:24,482

 

and all this shit.

 

 

 

420

 

00:20:25,786 --> 00:20:28,872

 

What got through to me was

 

that one guy kept saying,

 

 

 

421

 

00:20:28,872 --> 00:20:30,693

 

"Mr. Beam, we're here to help you.

 

 

 

422

 

00:20:30,693 --> 00:20:32,510

 

"Mr. Beam, we're here to help you."

 

 

 

423

 

00:20:32,510 --> 00:20:34,373

 

Taliban's not gonna say, "Mr. Beam,"

 

 

 

424

 

00:20:34,373 --> 00:20:35,271

 

and they're definitely not gonna say,

 

 

 

425

 

00:20:35,271 --> 00:20:37,354

 

"We're here to help you."

 

 

 

426

 

00:20:37,354 --> 00:20:39,940

 

And so I came to myself

 

 

 

427

 

00:20:39,940 --> 00:20:42,033

 

and I saw all the blood and I thought,

 

 

 

428

 

00:20:42,033 --> 00:20:44,283

 

"What the fuck have I done?

 

 

 

429

 

00:20:45,791 --> 00:20:47,374

 

"What have I done?"

 

 

 

430

 

00:20:48,551 --> 00:20:50,968

 

I didn't know I had it in me.

 

 

 

431

 

00:20:58,115 --> 00:20:58,948

 

Oh man.

 

 

 

432

 

00:21:00,080 --> 00:21:00,913

 

Full moon.

 

 

 

433

 

00:21:16,556 --> 00:21:17,777

 

I think I look like

 

 

 

434

 

00:21:17,777 --> 00:21:20,504

 

the guy who played in "The Great Gatsby."

 

 

 

435

 

00:21:20,504 --> 00:21:21,348

 

- Di Caprio?

 

 

 

436

 

00:21:21,348 --> 00:21:24,127

 

- Yeah, I look like Leanoardo

 

Di Caprio when I smoke.

 

 

 

437

 

00:21:24,127 --> 00:21:25,460

 

- No, you don't.

 

 

 

438

 

00:21:29,619 --> 00:21:32,766

 

- My nightmares are pretty heavy.

 

 

 

439

 

00:21:32,766 --> 00:21:35,016

 

Sometimes it's every night.

 

 

 

440

 

00:21:35,992 --> 00:21:39,020

 

And sometimes it's too

 

dangerous to sleep with her

 

 

 

441

 

00:21:39,020 --> 00:21:40,770

 

and I sleep upstairs.

 

 

 

442

 

00:21:41,786 --> 00:21:45,804

 

- We try to laugh and to

 

do things that are fun.

 

 

 

443

 

00:21:45,804 --> 00:21:49,985

 

You know, everything

 

kind of feels heavier.

 

 

 

444

 

00:21:49,985 --> 00:21:51,294

 

- And it breaks my heart,

 

 

 

445

 

00:21:51,294 --> 00:21:52,127

 

it does.

 

 

 

446

 

00:21:53,399 --> 00:21:56,982

 

It breaks my heart that

 

Stephanie has to...

 

 

 

447

 

00:21:58,249 --> 00:22:01,166

 

Endure the side effects of my pain.

 

 

 

448

 

00:22:04,004 --> 00:22:06,337

 

She married a different man.

 

 

 

449

 

00:22:15,163 --> 00:22:18,551

 

And she deserves for me to get better.

 

 

 

450

 

00:22:18,551 --> 00:22:22,551

 

- [Stephanie] You deserve

 

for you to get better.

 

 

 

451

 

00:22:23,764 --> 00:22:25,814

 

- They get me on this med and that med,

 

 

 

452

 

00:22:25,814 --> 00:22:28,383

 

and my hopes are to get of all those meds.

 

 

 

453

 

00:22:29,767 --> 00:22:33,434

 

And that's one thing about the service dog

 

 

 

454

 

00:22:33,449 --> 00:22:35,699

 

that I'm really forward to.

 

 

 

455

 

00:22:36,619 --> 00:22:38,786

 

That'll be my new therapy.

 

 

 

456

 

00:22:39,776 --> 00:22:40,609

 

- Easy.

 

 

 

457

 

00:22:41,604 --> 00:22:43,994

 

Easy.

 

 

 

458

 

00:22:43,994 --> 00:22:45,453

 

Seal, heel.

 

 

 

459

 

00:22:45,453 --> 00:22:47,146

 

Seal is now 10 months old.

 

 

 

460

 

00:22:47,146 --> 00:22:50,073

 

He's reached the adolescent period.

 

 

 

461

 

00:22:50,073 --> 00:22:52,464

 

And he's just been testing his limits.

 

 

 

462

 

00:22:52,464 --> 00:22:57,079

 

The last month has been

 

very, very, very stressful.

 

 

 

463

 

00:22:57,079 --> 00:22:58,162

 

Seal, settle.

 

 

 

464

 

00:23:00,568 --> 00:23:03,450

 

As he gets older, they'll be

 

considering him for placement

 

 

 

465

 

00:23:03,450 --> 00:23:05,429

 

with a soldier graduation.

 

 

 

466

 

00:23:05,429 --> 00:23:07,344

 

I'm starting to look towards that,

 

 

 

467

 

00:23:07,344 --> 00:23:11,144

 

like okay, we have to make

 

sure that you're ready.

 

 

 

468

 

00:23:11,144 --> 00:23:14,879

 

Now the training really

 

starts to kick in a notch.

 

 

 

469

 

00:23:22,400 --> 00:23:24,400

 

- [Voiceover] Easy.

 

 

 

470

 

00:23:24,405 --> 00:23:28,601

 

- [Gloria] Guys, I wanna

 

talk to you about something

 

 

 

471

 

00:23:28,601 --> 00:23:31,131

 

which is pretty uncomfortable.

 

 

 

472

 

00:23:31,131 --> 00:23:35,580

 

I am at my wits end with

 

men who join the program

 

 

 

473

 

00:23:35,580 --> 00:23:38,824

 

just so they can get their bid reduced.

 

 

 

474

 

00:23:38,824 --> 00:23:41,722

 

Some of you have succeeded

 

in doing that, granted,

 

 

 

475

 

00:23:41,722 --> 00:23:43,997

 

but don't be,

 

 

 

476

 

00:23:43,997 --> 00:23:45,424

 

excuse me, an asshole

 

 

 

477

 

00:23:45,424 --> 00:23:48,489

 

Saturday through Thursday, and

 

then be an angel on Fridays.

 

 

 

478

 

00:23:48,489 --> 00:23:51,656

 

That's what really, really bothers me.

 

 

 

479

 

00:23:52,755 --> 00:23:55,113

 

The games up.

 

 

 

480

 

00:23:55,113 --> 00:23:59,088

 

So I'm removing several

 

men from the program today.

 

 

 

481

 

00:23:59,088 --> 00:24:03,989

 

There are several other

 

guys who are on thin ice.

 

 

 

482

 

00:24:03,989 --> 00:24:05,850

 

Luis, absolute bullshit,

 

 

 

483

 

00:24:05,850 --> 00:24:09,074

 

that for a month you didn't

 

teach Fethra any new commands

 

 

 

484

 

00:24:09,074 --> 00:24:10,362

 

because I forgot,

 

 

 

485

 

00:24:10,362 --> 00:24:11,941

 

and I absolutely forgot,

 

 

 

486

 

00:24:11,941 --> 00:24:14,585

 

to tell you guys to

 

advance to the next line.

 

 

 

487

 

00:24:14,585 --> 00:24:16,419

 

Don't give me that crap.

 

 

 

488

 

00:24:16,419 --> 00:24:18,447

 

You know, and you should know,

 

 

 

489

 

00:24:18,447 --> 00:24:20,323

 

that a month of teaching a dog,

 

 

 

490

 

00:24:20,323 --> 00:24:21,670

 

especially a puppy,

 

 

 

491

 

00:24:21,670 --> 00:24:23,395

 

is invaluable time.

 

 

 

492

 

00:24:23,395 --> 00:24:26,313

 

And to sit on your goddamned

 

ass instead of teaching the dog

 

 

 

493

 

00:24:26,313 --> 00:24:27,903

 

the next goddamned line

 

 

 

494

 

00:24:27,903 --> 00:24:30,064

 

is totally, completely, unacceptable.

 

 

 

495

 

00:24:30,064 --> 00:24:32,793

 

Okay?

 

 

 

496

 

00:24:32,793 --> 00:24:34,126

 

That's it, guys.

 

 

 

497

 

00:24:36,330 --> 00:24:38,468

 

Shannon, let me talk to you.

 

 

 

498

 

00:24:55,834 --> 00:24:57,635

 

So, you're out of Puppies.

 

 

 

499

 

00:24:57,646 --> 00:25:01,384

 

You'll be moved and we'll

 

figure out who Skye gets.

 

 

 

500

 

00:25:01,384 --> 00:25:02,397

 

- Okay, that's all right.

 

 

 

501

 

00:25:02,397 --> 00:25:03,233

 

- Okay?

 

- [Shannon] All right.

 

 

 

502

 

00:25:03,233 --> 00:25:04,066

 

- Okay.

 

 

 

503

 

00:25:07,646 --> 00:25:10,238

 

- I don't know, it's full of b.s.

 

 

 

504

 

00:25:10,238 --> 00:25:11,593

 

You know.

 

 

 

505

 

00:25:11,593 --> 00:25:12,426

 

Sorry.

 

 

 

506

 

00:25:20,257 --> 00:25:22,894

 

- Shannon I asked to leave the program

 

 

 

507

 

00:25:22,894 --> 00:25:26,050

 

because he wasn't putting the work in.

 

 

 

508

 

00:25:26,050 --> 00:25:27,841

 

It's a 24/7 process.

 

 

 

509

 

00:25:27,841 --> 00:25:30,102

 

I expect that you're gonna love this dog,

 

 

 

510

 

00:25:30,102 --> 00:25:31,487

 

you're gonna take care of this dog,

 

 

 

511

 

00:25:31,487 --> 00:25:32,920

 

you're gonna train this dog better.

 

 

 

512

 

00:25:32,920 --> 00:25:34,541

 

That's my expectation.

 

 

 

513

 

00:25:34,541 --> 00:25:36,262

 

And this isn't good enough.

 

 

 

514

 

00:25:43,601 --> 00:25:45,634

 

- [Luis] I have to have change soon.

 

 

 

515

 

00:25:45,609 --> 00:25:47,274

 

With the program.

 

 

 

516

 

00:25:47,274 --> 00:25:49,107

 

Certain things that...

 

 

 

517

 

00:25:51,041 --> 00:25:53,030

 

I just don't agree with certain things.

 

 

 

518

 

00:25:53,030 --> 00:25:54,896

 

It's not a one-way street,

 

 

 

519

 

00:25:54,896 --> 00:25:55,752

 

it's a two-way street.

 

 

 

520

 

00:25:55,752 --> 00:25:58,353

 

How you treat me is how

 

I'm gonna treat you.

 

 

 

521

 

00:25:58,353 --> 00:25:59,363

 

At the end of the day,

 

 

 

522

 

00:25:59,363 --> 00:26:02,696

 

I just continue to do what I need to do.

 

 

 

523

 

00:26:04,627 --> 00:26:06,232

 

- [Voiceover] Good stay, Skye.

 

 

 

524

 

00:26:06,232 --> 00:26:07,065

 

Good stay.

 

 

 

525

 

00:26:08,009 --> 00:26:09,379

 

- [Voiceover] Gloria

 

came up to me and said,

 

 

 

526

 

00:26:09,379 --> 00:26:11,228

 

"John, can I talk to you real quick?

 

 

 

527

 

00:26:11,228 --> 00:26:13,721

 

"We just let go of so-and-so,

 

 

 

528

 

00:26:13,721 --> 00:26:15,737

 

"we want you to take Skye."

 

 

 

529

 

00:26:15,737 --> 00:26:16,640

 

I said, sure.

 

 

 

530

 

00:26:16,640 --> 00:26:18,807

 

So I'm like, my first dog!

 

 

 

531

 

00:26:20,658 --> 00:26:21,764

 

Gloria starts bringing down,

 

 

 

532

 

00:26:21,764 --> 00:26:24,429

 

"You really need to show

 

her the love that she needs,

 

 

 

533

 

00:26:24,429 --> 00:26:25,650

 

"keep it tight,

 

 

 

534

 

00:26:25,650 --> 00:26:26,797

 

"do good by her."

 

 

 

535

 

00:26:26,797 --> 00:26:28,156

 

I'm like, I got you, Gloria,

 

 

 

536

 

00:26:28,156 --> 00:26:29,814

 

don't worry about it.

 

 

 

537

 

00:26:29,814 --> 00:26:31,393

 

That's a good stay, Skye.

 

 

 

538

 

00:26:31,393 --> 00:26:32,370

 

Good stay.

 

 

 

539

 

00:26:32,370 --> 00:26:33,453

 

My first dog.

 

 

 

540

 

00:26:35,092 --> 00:26:37,259

 

You with me now, let's go.

 

 

 

541

 

00:26:39,426 --> 00:26:40,924

 

My family was great,

 

 

 

542

 

00:26:40,924 --> 00:26:41,903

 

all the love in the world

 

 

 

543

 

00:26:41,903 --> 00:26:45,039

 

that you have from grandparents down.

 

 

 

544

 

00:26:45,039 --> 00:26:47,472

 

I was the little black sheep.

 

 

 

545

 

00:26:47,472 --> 00:26:49,916

 

A man got killed and

 

I had to pay for that,

 

 

 

546

 

00:26:49,916 --> 00:26:51,524

 

I gotta pay for that now.

 

 

 

547

 

00:26:51,524 --> 00:26:54,357

 

I'm on my 13th year on 16 to life.

 

 

 

548

 

00:26:56,084 --> 00:26:57,319

 

I've been working.

 

 

 

549

 

00:26:57,319 --> 00:27:00,286

 

I've been working to help myself,

 

 

 

550

 

00:27:00,286 --> 00:27:01,721

 

to help other people.

 

 

 

551

 

00:27:01,721 --> 00:27:02,998

 

When I get out,

 

 

 

552

 

00:27:02,998 --> 00:27:04,740

 

I know that I'm succeeding

 

 

 

553

 

00:27:04,740 --> 00:27:06,733

 

because they came to me like,

 

 

 

554

 

00:27:06,733 --> 00:27:08,280

 

"We want you to take her.

 

 

 

555

 

00:27:08,280 --> 00:27:09,654

 

"Finish her."

 

 

 

556

 

00:27:09,654 --> 00:27:11,388

 

So I'm like, no problem.

 

 

 

557

 

00:27:11,388 --> 00:27:13,120

 

I got you, let's go.

 

 

 

558

 

00:27:13,120 --> 00:27:14,466

 

And that feeling's just great.

 

 

 

559

 

00:27:14,466 --> 00:27:16,125

 

It's real...

 

 

 

560

 

00:27:16,125 --> 00:27:18,074

 

It's just great.

 

 

 

561

 

00:27:41,868 --> 00:27:43,268

 

- [Voiceover] Before

 

I joined the military,

 

 

 

562

 

00:27:43,277 --> 00:27:45,213

 

I was very outgoing,

 

 

 

563

 

00:27:45,213 --> 00:27:46,796

 

loved the outdoors.

 

 

 

564

 

00:27:48,481 --> 00:27:50,008

 

- [Voiceover] Eagle Scout.

 

 

 

565

 

00:27:50,008 --> 00:27:51,175

 

- Eagle Scout.

 

 

 

566

 

00:27:52,249 --> 00:27:53,356

 

- Driven.

 

 

 

567

 

00:27:53,356 --> 00:27:54,189

 

- Driven.

 

 

 

568

 

00:27:59,421 --> 00:28:03,093

 

- We actually met February 14th,

 

 

 

569

 

00:28:03,093 --> 00:28:04,962

 

was our first date.

 

 

 

570

 

00:28:04,962 --> 00:28:07,957

 

And three months later we got married.

 

 

 

571

 

00:28:07,957 --> 00:28:10,957

 

That year he deployed that September

 

 

 

572

 

00:28:11,794 --> 00:28:13,916

 

and then came back a month later.

 

 

 

573

 

00:28:13,916 --> 00:28:14,749

 

And so I was like,

 

 

 

574

 

00:28:14,749 --> 00:28:17,390

 

we didn't even have a year of us together

 

 

 

575

 

00:28:17,390 --> 00:28:20,059

 

before he was different.

 

 

 

576

 

00:28:20,059 --> 00:28:21,245

 

- [Chris] I was a pilot.

 

 

 

577

 

00:28:21,245 --> 00:28:23,831

 

There was numerous rocket

 

attacks that we were taking on

 

 

 

578

 

00:28:23,831 --> 00:28:26,020

 

while we were deployed.

 

 

 

579

 

00:28:26,020 --> 00:28:28,306

 

It got old real quick

 

 

 

580

 

00:28:28,306 --> 00:28:31,286

 

and my body wasn't taking it well.

 

 

 

581

 

00:28:31,286 --> 00:28:33,619

 

Right after a rocket attack,

 

 

 

582

 

00:28:34,574 --> 00:28:37,491

 

my whole body just started shaking.

 

 

 

583

 

00:28:41,868 --> 00:28:44,102

 

I wasn't thinking normally.

 

 

 

584

 

00:28:50,956 --> 00:28:54,338

 

- He came back and he didn't talk anymore,

 

 

 

585

 

00:28:54,338 --> 00:28:55,671

 

he didn't laugh.

 

 

 

586

 

00:28:57,963 --> 00:29:01,565

 

He was non-existent.

 

 

 

587

 

00:29:05,701 --> 00:29:07,701

 

- [Chris] I'm afraid to

 

go into public places

 

 

 

588

 

00:29:07,700 --> 00:29:09,033

 

without my wife.

 

 

 

589

 

00:29:10,332 --> 00:29:13,769

 

I have a hard time being

 

around other people.

 

 

 

590

 

00:29:13,769 --> 00:29:15,988

 

I've had a couple panic attacks

 

 

 

591

 

00:29:15,988 --> 00:29:17,593

 

while we've been out.

 

 

 

592

 

00:29:21,434 --> 00:29:24,668

 

- It was a complete 180.

 

 

 

593

 

00:29:24,654 --> 00:29:27,071

 

I just was like, who are you?

 

 

 

594

 

00:29:28,740 --> 00:29:31,586

 

Then, you know, obviously

 

it affects other things

 

 

 

595

 

00:29:31,586 --> 00:29:32,753

 

in a marriage,

 

 

 

596

 

00:29:34,174 --> 00:29:36,887

 

especially with the medications.

 

 

 

597

 

00:29:36,901 --> 00:29:41,869

 

They can make things go away.

 

 

 

598

 

00:29:41,868 --> 00:29:45,079

 

So that was trying for a while.

 

 

 

599

 

00:29:45,079 --> 00:29:48,057

 

He would lay on the couch

 

for like eight hours.

 

 

 

600

 

00:29:48,057 --> 00:29:49,460

 

He tried, you know, to explain,

 

 

 

601

 

00:29:49,460 --> 00:29:51,093

 

"Well, I can't just make it go away."

 

 

 

602

 

00:29:51,093 --> 00:29:52,804

 

And I'm like, yeah sure you can.

 

 

 

603

 

00:29:54,334 --> 00:29:55,168

 

It didn't.

 

 

 

604

 

00:29:58,176 --> 00:29:59,545

 

- Adam.

 

 

 

605

 

00:29:59,545 --> 00:30:00,545

 

- It's fine.

 

 

 

606

 

00:30:10,000 --> 00:30:11,834

 

- [Chris] With my wife being there,

 

 

 

607

 

00:30:11,842 --> 00:30:16,191

 

it's kinda like a

 

supportive mechanism for me

 

 

 

608

 

00:30:16,191 --> 00:30:17,939

 

for when I am out.

 

 

 

609

 

00:30:17,939 --> 00:30:19,334

 

And that's why I think the dog

 

 

 

610

 

00:30:19,334 --> 00:30:22,109

 

is gonna be very beneficial to me.

 

 

 

611

 

00:30:22,109 --> 00:30:24,167

 

- So I'm like his dog.

 

 

 

612

 

00:30:25,334 --> 00:30:26,734

 

I say that all the time,

 

 

 

613

 

00:30:26,705 --> 00:30:27,538

 

I'm like,

 

 

 

614

 

00:30:27,538 --> 00:30:29,705

 

Well, I'm his service dog.

 

 

 

615

 

00:30:42,567 --> 00:30:46,767

 

- Good morning, once

 

again my name is Damien.

 

 

 

616

 

00:30:46,741 --> 00:30:47,991

 

- Amos, my lap.

 

 

 

617

 

00:30:50,844 --> 00:30:51,677

 

Amos, tug.

 

 

 

618

 

00:30:54,636 --> 00:30:56,247

 

That's it.

 

 

 

619

 

00:30:56,247 --> 00:30:57,580

 

Tug.

 

 

 

620

 

00:30:57,580 --> 00:30:58,413

 

Good boy.

 

 

 

621

 

00:30:58,413 --> 00:30:59,509

 

- [Voiceover] We bring wounded veterans in

 

 

 

622

 

00:30:59,509 --> 00:31:02,308

 

and pair them with dogs.

 

 

 

623

 

00:31:02,308 --> 00:31:04,420

 

Luis Martinez, he'd never participated

 

 

 

624

 

00:31:04,434 --> 00:31:07,168

 

in one of these trainings.

 

 

 

625

 

00:31:07,167 --> 00:31:10,135

 

I said, let's bring him into the fold.

 

 

 

626

 

00:31:10,135 --> 00:31:14,192

 

Let's have him see what

 

it's like to have a dog

 

 

 

627

 

00:31:14,192 --> 00:31:17,168

 

go with the wounded soldier

 

and up his responsibility

 

 

 

628

 

00:31:17,168 --> 00:31:20,647

 

and also his awareness

 

of what these dogs mean

 

 

 

629

 

00:31:20,647 --> 00:31:22,314

 

to wounded soldiers.

 

 

 

630

 

00:31:23,527 --> 00:31:24,950

 

- [Voiceover] That's it.

 

 

 

631

 

00:31:24,950 --> 00:31:26,483

 

George, drop it.

 

 

 

632

 

00:31:29,133 --> 00:31:30,233

 

- Okay, snuggle.

 

 

 

633

 

00:31:30,236 --> 00:31:31,389

 

George, snuggle.

 

 

 

634

 

00:31:31,389 --> 00:31:32,222

 

Snuggle.

 

 

 

635

 

00:31:32,222 --> 00:31:33,970

 

- You can help them by just tug at them.

 

 

 

636

 

00:31:33,970 --> 00:31:35,254

 

Just bring your hand back here.

 

 

 

637

 

00:31:35,254 --> 00:31:36,405

 

- Good snuggle.

 

 

 

638

 

00:31:36,405 --> 00:31:37,905

 

- George, snuggle.

 

 

 

639

 

00:31:44,167 --> 00:31:45,968

 

- Luis, he blossomed.

 

 

 

640

 

00:31:45,976 --> 00:31:49,226

 

Absolutely, just stood up to the plate,

 

 

 

641

 

00:31:50,342 --> 00:31:51,577

 

blossomed.

 

 

 

642

 

00:31:51,577 --> 00:31:55,029

 

Our expectations have been met,

 

 

 

643

 

00:31:55,029 --> 00:31:57,173

 

and we've kind of

 

brought him into the fold

 

 

 

644

 

00:31:57,173 --> 00:32:01,260

 

and I think that he maybe

 

felt like he was outside

 

 

 

645

 

00:32:01,267 --> 00:32:04,101

 

and now he feels like he's inside.

 

 

 

646

 

00:32:06,840 --> 00:32:07,869

 

- There's my baby.

 

 

 

647

 

00:32:07,869 --> 00:32:09,119

 

Fethra, switch.

 

 

 

648

 

00:32:12,168 --> 00:32:13,001

 

Switch.

 

 

 

649

 

00:32:14,987 --> 00:32:16,237

 

Fethra, switch.

 

 

 

650

 

00:32:19,762 --> 00:32:21,489

 

Yes, good girl.

 

 

 

651

 

00:32:21,489 --> 00:32:22,689

 

Switch.

 

 

 

652

 

00:32:22,689 --> 00:32:24,972

 

- [Luis] A few times,

 

the instructors told me

 

 

 

653

 

00:32:24,972 --> 00:32:27,456

 

her commands wasn't up to par.

 

 

 

654

 

00:32:27,456 --> 00:32:31,049

 

I really kinda like went

 

off on the instructor.

 

 

 

655

 

00:32:31,049 --> 00:32:33,070

 

And I couldn't understand like,

 

 

 

656

 

00:32:33,070 --> 00:32:34,008

 

when I went back I said,

 

 

 

657

 

00:32:34,008 --> 00:32:36,617

 

why did I go off on her like that?

 

 

 

658

 

00:32:36,617 --> 00:32:37,473

 

You know?

 

 

 

659

 

00:32:37,473 --> 00:32:39,446

 

It was really bothering me.

 

 

 

660

 

00:32:39,446 --> 00:32:42,582

 

She likes when I tickle her.

 

 

 

661

 

00:32:42,582 --> 00:32:43,481

 

I don't wanna fail.

 

 

 

662

 

00:32:43,481 --> 00:32:44,868

 

I failed once, and I can't,

 

 

 

663

 

00:32:44,868 --> 00:32:46,750

 

I'm not gonna fail.

 

 

 

664

 

00:32:46,750 --> 00:32:47,619

 

I'm not gonna fail again.

 

 

 

665

 

00:32:47,619 --> 00:32:48,763

 

I'm gonna,

 

 

 

666

 

00:32:48,763 --> 00:32:50,648

 

I gotta complete this mission.

 

 

 

667

 

00:32:55,267 --> 00:32:57,201

 

I gotta complete this mission.

 

 

 

668

 

00:32:57,187 --> 00:32:58,770

 

For Fethra, for me.

 

 

 

669

 

00:33:01,617 --> 00:33:02,867

 

Yes! Good girl.

 

 

 

670

 

00:33:03,788 --> 00:33:05,261

 

And I believe that the end,

 

 

 

671

 

00:33:05,267 --> 00:33:06,567

 

when she graduates,

 

 

 

672

 

00:33:06,548 --> 00:33:08,298

 

my healing will be...

 

 

 

673

 

00:33:09,745 --> 00:33:11,745

 

At the end.

 

 

 

674

 

00:33:18,501 --> 00:33:19,568

 

- Milk bones.

 

 

 

675

 

00:33:22,125 --> 00:33:24,610

 

These toys, there's a batch

 

of them for every dog.

 

 

 

676

 

00:33:26,067 --> 00:33:30,968

 

They are the

 

collective effort of

 

 

 

677

 

00:33:30,968 --> 00:33:31,802

 

- [Voiceover] No, leave the wrapper on,

 

 

 

678

 

00:33:31,802 --> 00:33:33,676

 

leave the wrapper on.

 

 

 

679

 

00:33:33,676 --> 00:33:34,847

 

Yes.

 

 

 

680

 

00:33:34,847 --> 00:33:37,847

 

- I got your toys right here, buddy.

 

 

 

681

 

00:33:39,502 --> 00:33:42,179

 

- [Voiceover] One of

 

these zany plush toys,

 

 

 

682

 

00:33:42,179 --> 00:33:44,712

 

these bones,

 

 

 

683

 

00:33:44,712 --> 00:33:46,384

 

and plush hamburger toys

 

 

 

684

 

00:33:46,384 --> 00:33:48,585

 

for each of the puppies.

 

 

 

685

 

00:33:48,585 --> 00:33:50,480

 

I don't know if Jasmine

 

was included in this.

 

 

 

686

 

00:33:50,480 --> 00:33:51,679

 

She's leaving.

 

 

 

687

 

00:33:51,679 --> 00:33:52,646

 

- She's leaving.

 

 

 

688

 

00:33:52,646 --> 00:33:53,620

 

- So.

 

 

 

689

 

00:33:53,620 --> 00:33:55,120

 

- Aw, sorry Jazzy.

 

 

 

690

 

00:33:56,662 --> 00:33:57,579

 

- Poor Jaz.

 

 

 

691

 

00:34:09,601 --> 00:34:11,268

 

- I don't wanna cry.

 

 

 

692

 

00:34:16,529 --> 00:34:19,089

 

- I know that I do get angry sometimes,

 

 

 

693

 

00:34:19,089 --> 00:34:21,569

 

but it is just 'cause I believe that

 

 

 

694

 

00:34:21,569 --> 00:34:25,642

 

you guys are different from

 

everybody else who's in here.

 

 

 

695

 

00:34:25,642 --> 00:34:28,809

 

I often think that if I met you

 

 

 

696

 

00:34:28,809 --> 00:34:31,078

 

when you committed your crimes,

 

 

 

697

 

00:34:31,078 --> 00:34:34,430

 

I'd probably be scared shitless of you.

 

 

 

698

 

00:34:34,430 --> 00:34:36,696

 

It's really, deeply rewarding to

 

 

 

699

 

00:34:36,696 --> 00:34:39,696

 

be with people who have transformed.

 

 

 

700

 

00:34:41,945 --> 00:34:43,337

 

I know that this is,

 

 

 

701

 

00:34:43,337 --> 00:34:44,466

 

it's a hard season.

 

 

 

702

 

00:34:44,466 --> 00:34:45,552

 

You're gonna go home.

 

 

 

703

 

00:34:45,552 --> 00:34:48,494

 

Every single guy in here is

 

gonna go home and get out.

 

 

 

704

 

00:34:48,494 --> 00:34:50,766

 

But when you go home,

 

 

 

705

 

00:34:50,766 --> 00:34:52,831

 

Puppies is going to be part of you,

 

 

 

706

 

00:34:52,831 --> 00:34:56,382

 

just like you guys are part of

 

who Nora and I are as people.

 

 

 

707

 

00:34:56,382 --> 00:34:58,632

 

And that means a lot to us.

 

 

 

708

 

00:34:59,533 --> 00:35:01,751

 

Merry, merry Christmas and happy new year.

 

 

 

709

 

00:35:10,200 --> 00:35:12,767

 

Silent night

 

 

 

710

 

00:35:14,523 --> 00:35:16,940

 

Holy night

 

 

 

711

 

00:35:18,573 --> 00:35:21,073

 

All is calm

 

 

 

712

 

00:35:22,590 --> 00:35:25,257

 

All is bright

 

 

 

713

 

00:35:26,794 --> 00:35:30,961

 

Round yon Virgin Mother and Child

 

 

 

714

 

00:35:35,119 --> 00:35:39,202

 

Holy Infant so tender and mild

 

 

 

715

 

00:35:42,931 --> 00:35:46,431

 

Sleep in heavenly peace

 

 

 

716

 

00:35:50,841 --> 00:35:55,008

 

Sleep in heavenly peace

 

 

 

717

 

00:36:17,367 --> 00:36:20,235

 

- I started in the military as a medic,

 

 

 

718

 

00:36:20,238 --> 00:36:23,356

 

I was enlisted, I dropped

 

out of college after a year.

 

 

 

719

 

00:36:23,356 --> 00:36:24,657

 

I wanted to fly,

 

 

 

720

 

00:36:24,657 --> 00:36:28,428

 

but never really went

 

anywhere 'cause I was a woman.

 

 

 

721

 

00:36:28,428 --> 00:36:29,681

 

The colonel made a promise

 

 

 

722

 

00:36:29,681 --> 00:36:30,961

 

that if I got a college degree

 

 

 

723

 

00:36:30,961 --> 00:36:32,372

 

and became a commissioned officer,

 

 

 

724

 

00:36:32,372 --> 00:36:34,067

 

he would help me get into flight school.

 

 

 

725

 

00:36:34,067 --> 00:36:34,984

 

And he did.

 

 

 

726

 

00:36:37,442 --> 00:36:39,359

 

I flew in Desert Storm.

 

 

 

727

 

00:36:40,546 --> 00:36:42,397

 

Everyone knew who I was

 

 

 

728

 

00:36:42,397 --> 00:36:45,619

 

'cause I was the only

 

female at the airport.

 

 

 

729

 

00:36:45,619 --> 00:36:49,134

 

In Kuwait, you knew who you were fighting.

 

 

 

730

 

00:36:49,133 --> 00:36:51,133

 

Iraq and Afghanistan was so different.

 

 

 

731

 

00:36:51,129 --> 00:36:53,629

 

You were never in a safe area.

 

 

 

732

 

00:36:55,634 --> 00:36:58,535

 

Ooh, hi guys.

 

 

 

733

 

00:37:00,192 --> 00:37:02,464

 

The what?

 

 

 

734

 

00:37:02,464 --> 00:37:04,269

 

Nope, this is it.

 

 

 

735

 

00:37:04,269 --> 00:37:05,207

 

Hi honey.

 

 

 

736

 

00:37:06,133 --> 00:37:06,967

 

How are ya?

 

 

 

737

 

00:37:06,971 --> 00:37:08,471

 

I retired in 2010.

 

 

 

738

 

00:37:09,603 --> 00:37:11,875

 

I wanted no part of anybody.

 

 

 

739

 

00:37:11,875 --> 00:37:13,708

 

I didn't wanna be around my kids.

 

 

 

740

 

00:37:13,708 --> 00:37:16,712

 

I couldn't connect with my

 

husband who's a combat veteran.

 

 

 

741

 

00:37:16,712 --> 00:37:18,813

 

It was just immense anxiety.

 

 

 

742

 

00:37:18,813 --> 00:37:22,347

 

Okay, Alex, go sit down

 

at the table, babe.

 

 

 

743

 

00:37:22,347 --> 00:37:23,346

 

- [All] Bless us o Lord

 

 

 

744

 

00:37:23,346 --> 00:37:24,314

 

for these thy gifts

 

 

 

745

 

00:37:24,314 --> 00:37:25,563

 

which we're about to receive

 

 

 

746

 

00:37:25,563 --> 00:37:29,396

 

from thy bounty through

 

Christ our Lord, Amen.

 

 

 

747

 

00:37:31,697 --> 00:37:32,591

 

- Somewhere deep inside,

 

 

 

748

 

00:37:32,591 --> 00:37:33,822

 

you deal with things.

 

 

 

749

 

00:37:33,822 --> 00:37:35,320

 

You just deal with things.

 

 

 

750

 

00:37:35,320 --> 00:37:37,907

 

And that's not always really healthy.

 

 

 

751

 

00:37:37,907 --> 00:37:39,277

 

People need to open up more

 

 

 

752

 

00:37:39,277 --> 00:37:41,145

 

even though that's really against a lot

 

 

 

753

 

00:37:41,145 --> 00:37:43,728

 

the nature of us military guys.

 

 

 

754

 

00:37:44,693 --> 00:37:47,883

 

- I eventually got diagnosed with PTSD.

 

 

 

755

 

00:37:47,883 --> 00:37:48,931

 

I was so angry, I'm like,

 

 

 

756

 

00:37:48,931 --> 00:37:51,435

 

I don't have PTSD, you're nuts.

 

 

 

757

 

00:37:51,435 --> 00:37:53,151

 

What medical school did you go to?

 

 

 

758

 

00:37:53,151 --> 00:37:55,093

 

You are so stupid.

 

 

 

759

 

00:37:55,093 --> 00:37:55,926

 

Look at me,

 

 

 

760

 

00:37:55,926 --> 00:37:56,759

 

I have a job,

 

 

 

761

 

00:37:56,759 --> 00:37:58,238

 

I'm happily married,

 

 

 

762

 

00:37:58,238 --> 00:37:59,315

 

I'm successful.

 

 

 

763

 

00:37:59,315 --> 00:38:00,618

 

And he was like, "Uh-huh.

 

 

 

764

 

00:38:00,618 --> 00:38:04,954

 

"And how much is it costing

 

you to keep that facade going?"

 

 

 

765

 

00:38:04,954 --> 00:38:06,189

 

- [Voiceover] I got my Italian teacher

 

 

 

766

 

00:38:06,189 --> 00:38:08,315

 

convinced that there was.

 

 

 

767

 

00:38:08,315 --> 00:38:09,842

 

- [Voiceover] Interesting.

 

 

 

768

 

00:38:09,842 --> 00:38:11,604

 

- Both my parents, they have PTSD.

 

 

 

769

 

00:38:11,604 --> 00:38:12,891

 

I remember in the parking lot of Loew's,

 

 

 

770

 

00:38:12,891 --> 00:38:15,022

 

my mom just melted down 'cause

 

there was a thunderstorm.

 

 

 

771

 

00:38:15,022 --> 00:38:17,533

 

She, like, got under the

 

car and was like yelling,

 

 

 

772

 

00:38:17,533 --> 00:38:19,163

 

like we're under fire.

 

 

 

773

 

00:38:19,163 --> 00:38:22,226

 

No, no we're not.

 

 

 

774

 

00:38:22,226 --> 00:38:25,384

 

You should get help for that.

 

 

 

775

 

00:38:25,384 --> 00:38:27,361

 

- She doesn't like people in her space,

 

 

 

776

 

00:38:27,367 --> 00:38:30,400

 

she doesn't like bridges or elevators,

 

 

 

777

 

00:38:30,405 --> 00:38:31,888

 

just things like that.

 

 

 

778

 

00:38:31,888 --> 00:38:35,444

 

She'll go around elevators to not do that.

 

 

 

779

 

00:38:35,444 --> 00:38:38,890

 

- It seems normal after so many years

 

 

 

780

 

00:38:38,890 --> 00:38:41,005

 

that we just don't really know what to do,

 

 

 

781

 

00:38:41,005 --> 00:38:45,172

 

or like, know how to really

 

just help anymore than we can.

 

 

 

782

 

00:38:52,553 --> 00:38:53,928

 

- 12 years of war.

 

 

 

783

 

00:38:53,928 --> 00:38:56,241

 

I'm not gonna get that

 

time back with my children.

 

 

 

784

 

00:38:56,241 --> 00:38:58,277

 

I'm not gonna be able to change

 

 

 

785

 

00:38:58,277 --> 00:39:00,327

 

how they've coped with my deployments,

 

 

 

786

 

00:39:00,327 --> 00:39:02,410

 

my husband's deployments.

 

 

 

787

 

00:39:05,292 --> 00:39:07,741

 

We've sacrificed so much.

 

 

 

788

 

00:39:07,741 --> 00:39:09,941

 

And you can't get that back.

 

 

 

789

 

00:39:28,267 --> 00:39:30,834

 

- The other day, I really

 

was feeling it, man.

 

 

 

790

 

00:39:30,825 --> 00:39:32,138

 

I was feeling it.

 

 

 

791

 

00:39:32,138 --> 00:39:34,129

 

I was like, man.

 

 

 

792

 

00:39:34,129 --> 00:39:35,482

 

It's gonna be hard

 

 

 

793

 

00:39:35,482 --> 00:39:37,907

 

when I have to just give her up.

 

 

 

794

 

00:39:37,907 --> 00:39:39,880

 

It's gonna hurt, you know.

 

 

 

795

 

00:39:39,880 --> 00:39:41,503

 

It's gonna be painful.

 

 

 

796

 

00:39:41,503 --> 00:39:43,248

 

I almost started to cry when

 

I was thinking about it.

 

 

 

797

 

00:39:43,234 --> 00:39:45,835

 

I was like man, I gotta

 

give Fethra up, man.

 

 

 

798

 

00:39:45,868 --> 00:39:47,001

 

Speak.

 

 

 

799

 

00:39:46,999 --> 00:39:48,073

 

Yes.

 

 

 

800

 

00:39:48,073 --> 00:39:49,520

 

Fethra, go play, go play.

 

 

 

801

 

00:39:50,534 --> 00:39:51,667

 

- [Voiceover] Can we roll this safely

 

 

 

802

 

00:39:51,665 --> 00:39:54,165

 

and it won't affect the thing?

 

 

 

803

 

00:39:55,090 --> 00:39:58,143

 

- [Luis] Now I can understand

 

when a parent says,

 

 

 

804

 

00:39:58,143 --> 00:40:00,761

 

"My baby has left the nest."

 

 

 

805

 

00:40:00,761 --> 00:40:04,594

 

Because it's their baby

 

and their best friend.

 

 

 

806

 

00:40:06,076 --> 00:40:07,149

 

I said, look at my puppy.

 

 

 

807

 

00:40:07,149 --> 00:40:08,637

 

She says, "That's not a puppy,

 

 

 

808

 

00:40:08,637 --> 00:40:09,633

 

"that's a grown dog."

 

 

 

809

 

00:40:09,634 --> 00:40:12,268

 

I said, no, that's my puppy.

 

 

 

810

 

00:40:12,281 --> 00:40:13,999

 

I said no matter, she'll

 

always be my puppy.

 

 

 

811

 

00:40:13,999 --> 00:40:15,216

 

No matter how big she is,

 

 

 

812

 

00:40:15,216 --> 00:40:16,966

 

she will be my puppy.

 

 

 

813

 

00:40:20,901 --> 00:40:22,786

 

- I'm ready to go, man.

 

 

 

814

 

00:40:31,567 --> 00:40:32,567

 

- Seal.

 

 

 

815

 

00:40:32,594 --> 00:40:34,459

 

I'm definitely more attached to him

 

 

 

816

 

00:40:34,459 --> 00:40:36,362

 

than I thought I would be.

 

 

 

817

 

00:40:36,362 --> 00:40:38,246

 

Seal, salute.

 

 

 

818

 

00:40:38,246 --> 00:40:39,473

 

Yes.

 

 

 

819

 

00:40:39,473 --> 00:40:42,390

 

He's part of my regular family now.

 

 

 

820

 

00:40:44,801 --> 00:40:46,801

 

I'm starting to prepare myself mentally.

 

 

 

821

 

00:40:46,819 --> 00:40:50,986

 

But I know I'm gonna turn into

 

a little boy when he leaves.

 

 

 

822

 

00:40:57,451 --> 00:40:58,739

 

- Her leaving is just like,

 

 

 

823

 

00:40:58,739 --> 00:41:02,156

 

she just has everything I need right now.

 

 

 

824

 

00:41:03,733 --> 00:41:05,150

 

To keep me going.

 

 

 

825

 

00:41:08,138 --> 00:41:10,485

 

But I have to wean off

 

of it a little more now

 

 

 

826

 

00:41:10,485 --> 00:41:13,771

 

because we've gotten real close.

 

 

 

827

 

00:41:13,771 --> 00:41:17,938

 

More than a lot of relationships

 

that I've had in my life.

 

 

 

828

 

00:41:27,834 --> 00:41:30,735

 

- [Voiceover] Oh, Farffy.

 

 

 

829

 

00:41:30,733 --> 00:41:31,983

 

You're so cute.

 

 

 

830

 

00:41:41,933 --> 00:41:45,516

 

- So all this is the

 

Army's answer to PTSD.

 

 

 

831

 

00:41:47,484 --> 00:41:49,662

 

Part of the reason I'm

 

here is to try to get rid

 

 

 

832

 

00:41:49,662 --> 00:41:51,412

 

of some of this crap.

 

 

 

833

 

00:41:53,955 --> 00:41:56,142

 

- It's a little overwhelming.

 

 

 

834

 

00:41:56,142 --> 00:42:00,690

 

I'm not really too keen

 

on the whole prison thing.

 

 

 

835

 

00:42:00,690 --> 00:42:02,819

 

Being behind a locked door with no escape

 

 

 

836

 

00:42:02,819 --> 00:42:05,152

 

is just so terrifying to me.

 

 

 

837

 

00:42:30,634 --> 00:42:31,734

 

- When I walked in,

 

 

 

838

 

00:42:31,728 --> 00:42:33,980

 

I locked into the cage.

 

 

 

839

 

00:42:33,980 --> 00:42:36,120

 

I just completely...

 

 

 

840

 

00:42:36,120 --> 00:42:37,489

 

The anxiety was through the roof,

 

 

 

841

 

00:42:37,489 --> 00:42:38,822

 

it was horrible.

 

 

 

842

 

00:42:49,397 --> 00:42:51,293

 

I couldn't really think

 

about anything but,

 

 

 

843

 

00:42:51,293 --> 00:42:52,647

 

oh my God, I'm not gonna have a way out

 

 

 

844

 

00:42:52,647 --> 00:42:56,564

 

and I feel trapped and

 

completely overwhelming.

 

 

 

845

 

00:42:58,967 --> 00:43:01,427

 

The other guys, they were wonderful to me.

 

 

 

846

 

00:43:01,427 --> 00:43:02,684

 

They were awesome,

 

 

 

847

 

00:43:02,684 --> 00:43:04,287

 

they were like, "What do you need?

 

 

 

848

 

00:43:04,287 --> 00:43:05,450

 

"We're here for you.

 

 

 

849

 

00:43:05,450 --> 00:43:08,118

 

"Breathe, you're okay."

 

 

 

850

 

00:43:08,118 --> 00:43:09,857

 

They were really wonderful

 

 

 

851

 

00:43:09,857 --> 00:43:13,477

 

when I was completely falling apart.

 

 

 

852

 

00:43:20,601 --> 00:43:21,535

 

- [Voiceover] Good morning.

 

 

 

853

 

00:43:21,553 --> 00:43:23,450

 

- Good morning.

 

 

 

854

 

00:43:38,200 --> 00:43:39,233

 

- Ladies, gentlemen,

 

 

 

855

 

00:43:39,239 --> 00:43:41,193

 

I'd like to welcome you

 

all to the team training.

 

 

 

856

 

00:43:41,193 --> 00:43:42,322

 

My name is Glen,

 

 

 

857

 

00:43:42,322 --> 00:43:44,583

 

I will be your MC for the

 

duration of the event.

 

 

 

858

 

00:43:44,583 --> 00:43:46,532

 

We want you guys to know

 

that we deeply appreciate

 

 

 

859

 

00:43:46,532 --> 00:43:49,618

 

your sacrifice and everything

 

that you've done for us

 

 

 

860

 

00:43:49,618 --> 00:43:51,021

 

and for our country.

 

 

 

861

 

00:43:51,021 --> 00:43:53,316

 

We also wanna congratulate you guys.

 

 

 

862

 

00:43:53,316 --> 00:43:55,940

 

The fact that you're

 

here is an accomplishment

 

 

 

863

 

00:43:55,940 --> 00:43:57,239

 

in and of itself.

 

 

 

864

 

00:43:58,934 --> 00:44:02,168

 

- Me and Gary over there

 

spent countless hours

 

 

 

865

 

00:44:02,167 --> 00:44:04,377

 

crocheting these scarves for y'all

 

 

 

866

 

00:44:04,377 --> 00:44:06,914

 

so y'all can be warm

 

during this team training.

 

 

 

867

 

00:44:06,914 --> 00:44:08,355

 

- Thank you.

 

 

 

868

 

00:44:17,601 --> 00:44:19,634

 

- We have somebody named

 

JoJo in the program,

 

 

 

869

 

00:44:19,628 --> 00:44:21,338

 

so he kinda did these little,

 

 

 

870

 

00:44:21,338 --> 00:44:23,652

 

nice little pouches that

 

you can put on your belt

 

 

 

871

 

00:44:23,652 --> 00:44:27,113

 

for kibble because that's a

 

big motivator for our puppies.

 

 

 

872

 

00:44:27,113 --> 00:44:29,341

 

So we're gonna hand these

 

out to each one of you guys.

 

 

 

873

 

00:44:31,701 --> 00:44:33,435

 

- Feel like I'm on the Oprah show.

 

 

 

874

 

00:44:39,601 --> 00:44:41,535

 

- Why did you name him Seal?

 

 

 

875

 

00:44:41,540 --> 00:44:43,679

 

- He's sponsored by a team of Seals.

 

 

 

876

 

00:44:43,679 --> 00:44:44,512

 

- Oh.

 

 

 

877

 

00:44:44,512 --> 00:44:45,824

 

- Navy Seals.

 

 

 

878

 

00:44:45,824 --> 00:44:48,574

 

- We won't hold that against you.

 

 

 

879

 

00:44:49,919 --> 00:44:51,013

 

- [Glen] If you want to go to the next one

 

 

 

880

 

00:44:51,013 --> 00:44:52,300

 

it's how to put collars on.

 

 

 

881

 

00:44:52,300 --> 00:44:55,386

 

I'll slip this right over

 

George's head like this.

 

 

 

882

 

00:44:55,386 --> 00:44:56,745

 

And he's good.

 

 

 

883

 

00:44:59,801 --> 00:45:03,435

 

- I can't do it if you're gonna kiss me.

 

 

 

884

 

00:45:04,901 --> 00:45:06,769

 

- Easy, Seal, easy.

 

 

 

885

 

00:45:06,745 --> 00:45:08,313

 

- You're a typical Navy Seal,

 

 

 

886

 

00:45:08,313 --> 00:45:12,146

 

trying to get a little

 

on the side, aren't ya?

 

 

 

887

 

00:45:13,889 --> 00:45:15,141

 

- Barbie, sit.

 

 

 

888

 

00:45:15,141 --> 00:45:16,963

 

- No, it's Fethra.

 

 

 

889

 

00:45:18,067 --> 00:45:19,067

 

It's all right, it's gonna take time.

 

 

 

890

 

00:45:19,079 --> 00:45:20,169

 

That's it.

 

 

 

891

 

00:45:20,169 --> 00:45:21,002

 

That's it.

 

 

 

892

 

00:45:23,049 --> 00:45:25,462

 

Fethra, sit.

 

 

 

893

 

00:45:25,462 --> 00:45:27,379

 

Good girl.

 

 

 

894

 

00:45:28,334 --> 00:45:30,721

 

- Hanging out with these

 

guys is like being home.

 

 

 

895

 

00:45:30,721 --> 00:45:32,122

 

These guys are just like

 

 

 

896

 

00:45:32,122 --> 00:45:33,765

 

some guys I hung around with, you know,

 

 

 

897

 

00:45:33,765 --> 00:45:35,756

 

when I was growing up.

 

 

 

898

 

00:45:35,756 --> 00:45:37,163

 

It's no difference.

 

 

 

899

 

00:45:37,163 --> 00:45:38,044

 

The only reason I'm not here

 

 

 

900

 

00:45:38,044 --> 00:45:39,769

 

is 'cause I hadn't got caught yet.

 

 

 

901

 

00:45:44,868 --> 00:45:46,302

 

Heel, Skye.

 

 

 

902

 

00:45:46,297 --> 00:45:47,214

 

Skye, heel.

 

 

 

903

 

00:45:58,467 --> 00:46:02,101

 

- First and foremost, Fethra

 

barked really badly at someone.

 

 

 

904

 

00:46:02,102 --> 00:46:03,976

 

We gave her a ball to put in her mouth,

 

 

 

905

 

00:46:03,976 --> 00:46:08,121

 

hopefully she continues not to

 

bark but she was pretty bad.

 

 

 

906

 

00:46:08,121 --> 00:46:09,714

 

We're saying they're not challenging

 

 

 

907

 

00:46:09,714 --> 00:46:10,822

 

'cause they're bad dogs,

 

 

 

908

 

00:46:10,822 --> 00:46:12,547

 

just as a hell of a lot of upheaval

 

 

 

909

 

00:46:12,547 --> 00:46:13,623

 

and they're testing.

 

 

 

910

 

00:46:13,623 --> 00:46:15,219

 

Are you really gonna take care of me?

 

 

 

911

 

00:46:15,219 --> 00:46:16,052

 

Okay?

 

 

 

912

 

00:46:17,445 --> 00:46:19,696

 

- I'm just gonna show you

 

briefly what this looks like

 

 

 

913

 

00:46:19,696 --> 00:46:20,947

 

with Seal here.

 

 

 

914

 

00:46:20,947 --> 00:46:21,946

 

I just, any...

 

 

 

915

 

00:46:32,434 --> 00:46:33,701

 

Yes, good boy.

 

 

 

916

 

00:46:35,200 --> 00:46:36,434

 

Good help.

 

 

 

917

 

00:46:36,430 --> 00:46:37,535

 

Good boy.

 

 

 

918

 

00:46:37,535 --> 00:46:38,584

 

Good help.

 

 

 

919

 

00:46:38,584 --> 00:46:39,521

 

Yes help.

 

 

 

920

 

00:46:39,521 --> 00:46:40,510

 

Good boy.

 

 

 

921

 

00:46:40,510 --> 00:46:42,371

 

- [Voiceover] If you get this

 

home and practice it at home,

 

 

 

922

 

00:46:42,371 --> 00:46:45,099

 

remember not to hook it up to the 911 line

 

 

 

923

 

00:46:45,099 --> 00:46:46,671

 

while you're practicing.

 

 

 

924

 

00:46:46,671 --> 00:46:49,755

 

One of our veterans did that.

 

 

 

925

 

00:46:51,901 --> 00:46:52,735

 

- He bringing his,

 

 

 

926

 

00:46:52,734 --> 00:46:53,901

 

look at him.

 

 

 

927

 

00:46:53,910 --> 00:46:55,827

 

He's bringing his vest.

 

 

 

928

 

00:46:56,935 --> 00:46:58,427

 

He says, "Hell I'm ready to go, dude,

 

 

 

929

 

00:46:58,427 --> 00:46:59,666

 

"you're boring."

 

 

 

930

 

00:47:01,167 --> 00:47:03,135

 

Okay, down, Seal.

 

 

 

931

 

00:47:03,145 --> 00:47:04,861

 

Yeah, good down.

 

 

 

932

 

00:47:04,861 --> 00:47:05,694

 

Yes.

 

 

 

933

 

00:47:06,937 --> 00:47:08,488

 

Yeah, you can sleep with it,

 

 

 

934

 

00:47:08,488 --> 00:47:10,287

 

if it makes you feel better.

 

 

 

935

 

00:47:10,287 --> 00:47:13,541

 

I had two different dogs today,

 

 

 

936

 

00:47:13,541 --> 00:47:16,691

 

and both of them had two

 

different personalities.

 

 

 

937

 

00:47:16,691 --> 00:47:19,108

 

This one here is a little bit

 

 

 

938

 

00:47:20,466 --> 00:47:22,909

 

more like my wife, you know?

 

 

 

939

 

00:47:22,909 --> 00:47:25,182

 

Hard-headed, stubborn.

 

 

 

940

 

00:47:25,182 --> 00:47:26,855

 

The other one was more like me,

 

 

 

941

 

00:47:26,868 --> 00:47:31,202

 

easy going, easy to get

 

along with.

 

 

 

942

 

00:47:31,186 --> 00:47:33,019

 

I better not say that.

 

 

 

943

 

00:47:33,950 --> 00:47:37,315

 

I've never spent time in

 

a hotel with a dog, so.

 

 

 

944

 

00:47:38,200 --> 00:47:41,500

 

It's kind of new to both of us.

 

 

 

945

 

00:47:41,523 --> 00:47:43,356

 

Old Seal.

 

 

 

946

 

00:47:49,572 --> 00:47:50,822

 

- George, down.

 

 

 

947

 

00:47:54,730 --> 00:47:57,187

 

Yes, George, good George.

 

 

 

948

 

00:47:57,187 --> 00:47:59,140

 

That was a good down.

 

 

 

949

 

00:47:59,140 --> 00:48:00,140

 

George, off.

 

 

 

950

 

00:48:02,126 --> 00:48:03,624

 

The dog's trained, I'm not.

 

 

 

951

 

00:48:05,100 --> 00:48:07,267

 

All right, come here.

 

 

 

952

 

00:48:07,261 --> 00:48:08,094

 

Good boy.

 

 

 

953

 

00:48:10,090 --> 00:48:11,940

 

- [Voiceover] Hey, welcome to Jimmy's BBQ.

 

 

 

954

 

00:48:13,467 --> 00:48:14,767

 

What're you guys having?

 

 

 

955

 

00:48:14,763 --> 00:48:17,517

 

- We're waiting for our friend to come.

 

 

 

956

 

00:48:17,517 --> 00:48:20,987

 

- Yeah, we're not allowed to

 

have dogs in the restaurant.

 

 

 

957

 

00:48:20,987 --> 00:48:22,313

 

- I didn't see that.

 

 

 

958

 

00:48:22,313 --> 00:48:23,553

 

He's my service dog.

 

 

 

959

 

00:48:23,553 --> 00:48:24,715

 

This is Seal.

 

 

 

960

 

00:48:24,715 --> 00:48:25,691

 

- [Voiceover] Waiter, can

 

you come over to our table?

 

 

 

961

 

00:48:25,691 --> 00:48:27,006

 

- [Voiceover] Do you think there's a dog?

 

 

 

962

 

00:48:27,006 --> 00:48:29,012

 

- Oh my God, that's so cute.

 

 

 

963

 

00:48:29,012 --> 00:48:30,615

 

- How you ladies doing?

 

 

 

964

 

00:48:30,615 --> 00:48:32,687

 

- We're not doing very well at all,

 

 

 

965

 

00:48:32,687 --> 00:48:35,770

 

we smell there's a dog at that table.

 

 

 

966

 

00:48:37,373 --> 00:48:39,533

 

- There's a dog under that table,

 

 

 

967

 

00:48:39,533 --> 00:48:40,975

 

that is so unsanitary.

 

 

 

968

 

00:48:40,975 --> 00:48:42,984

 

- Would you happen to have credentials?

 

 

 

969

 

00:48:42,984 --> 00:48:44,233

 

- Yeah, I do.

 

 

 

970

 

00:48:44,233 --> 00:48:47,900

 

- As in she assists me

 

with my disabilities.

 

 

 

971

 

00:48:48,819 --> 00:48:50,172

 

- There's a no-pet policy.

 

 

 

972

 

00:48:50,172 --> 00:48:52,511

 

- Great, she's not a pet.

 

 

 

973

 

00:48:55,667 --> 00:48:57,368

 

- Burrito, taco.

 

 

 

974

 

00:49:00,467 --> 00:49:01,834

 

- Yo quiero Taco Bell.

 

 

 

975

 

00:49:04,100 --> 00:49:06,867

 

- You have a dog under there?

 

 

 

976

 

00:49:06,877 --> 00:49:09,028

 

- That's a figment of your imagination.

 

 

 

977

 

00:49:09,028 --> 00:49:10,653

 

- A figment of my imagination? 'Scuse me.

 

 

 

978

 

00:49:10,653 --> 00:49:11,921

 

- That's a service dog,

 

 

 

979

 

00:49:11,921 --> 00:49:12,821

 

that's a service dog.

 

 

 

980

 

00:49:12,821 --> 00:49:13,654

 

- A service dog?

 

 

 

981

 

00:49:13,654 --> 00:49:14,487

 

What is a service dog?

 

 

 

982

 

00:49:14,487 --> 00:49:15,498

 

- Okay now, time out.

 

 

 

983

 

00:49:15,498 --> 00:49:16,807

 

We're not doing this for fun,

 

 

 

984

 

00:49:16,807 --> 00:49:18,130

 

we're doing this only because we know

 

 

 

985

 

00:49:18,130 --> 00:49:19,894

 

you're likely to encounter

 

something like this

 

 

 

986

 

00:49:19,901 --> 00:49:22,568

 

in the future and we want you

 

to maintain your composure.

 

 

 

987

 

00:49:22,575 --> 00:49:23,770

 

- Let me ask you a question.

 

 

 

988

 

00:49:23,770 --> 00:49:27,785

 

He said, "Explain to me

 

what is a service dog."

 

 

 

989

 

00:49:27,785 --> 00:49:28,724

 

- Okay.

 

 

 

990

 

00:49:28,724 --> 00:49:30,030

 

- I don't want to say,

 

 

 

991

 

00:49:30,030 --> 00:49:32,340

 

I have a disability,

 

 

 

992

 

00:49:32,340 --> 00:49:34,335

 

or I have this wrong with me.

 

 

 

993

 

00:49:34,335 --> 00:49:36,268

 

You see what I'm saying?

 

 

 

994

 

00:49:36,268 --> 00:49:37,777

 

- You're going out there

 

with a service dog,

 

 

 

995

 

00:49:37,777 --> 00:49:39,515

 

you are announcing to the world

 

 

 

996

 

00:49:39,515 --> 00:49:41,298

 

that there's something

 

different about you.

 

 

 

997

 

00:49:41,298 --> 00:49:43,230

 

So, you gotta get comfortable, Mark,

 

 

 

998

 

00:49:43,230 --> 00:49:44,313

 

'cause then..

 

 

 

999

 

00:49:45,356 --> 00:49:46,628

 

You gotta get comfortable

 

 

 

1000

 

00:49:46,628 --> 00:49:48,329

 

because you've chosen to say,

 

 

 

1001

 

00:49:48,329 --> 00:49:50,924

 

"I've got a disability."

 

 

 

1002

 

00:50:04,601 --> 00:50:09,302

 

- We're at this table so

 

where would you like to sit?

 

 

 

1003

 

00:50:09,299 --> 00:50:12,673

 

- May I get a half order of penne vodka?

 

 

 

1004

 

00:50:12,673 --> 00:50:13,648

 

- And for you, hon?

 

 

 

1005

 

00:50:13,648 --> 00:50:16,021

 

- [Voiceover] Can I have

 

the penne vodka as well?

 

 

 

1006

 

00:50:16,021 --> 00:50:17,579

 

- [Voiceover] Can I

 

get a cheese steak sub?

 

 

 

1007

 

00:50:17,579 --> 00:50:18,586

 

- [Server] Would you like anything else?

 

 

 

1008

 

00:50:18,586 --> 00:50:19,419

 

Mushrooms, peppers, and onions?

 

 

 

1009

 

00:50:19,419 --> 00:50:20,252

 

- Yes, please.

 

 

 

1010

 

00:50:20,252 --> 00:50:21,085

 

- [Server] All right.

 

 

 

1011

 

00:50:21,085 --> 00:50:22,670

 

And mozzarella, provolone, or American?

 

 

 

1012

 

00:50:22,670 --> 00:50:23,587

 

- American.

 

 

 

1013

 

00:50:57,171 --> 00:50:59,004

 

- It's better outside.

 

 

 

1014

 

00:51:01,505 --> 00:51:02,601

 

I just, you know...

 

 

 

1015

 

00:51:02,601 --> 00:51:06,692

 

Sometimes it feels like the

 

room's closing in a little bit.

 

 

 

1016

 

00:51:06,692 --> 00:51:09,395

 

Need to kind of get outside

 

 

 

1017

 

00:51:09,395 --> 00:51:11,312

 

and get some fresh air.

 

 

 

1018

 

00:51:14,408 --> 00:51:15,906

 

- [Voiceover] You feeling

 

that in there a little bit?

 

 

 

1019

 

00:51:15,906 --> 00:51:17,930

 

- Little bit, yeah.

 

 

 

1020

 

00:51:17,930 --> 00:51:19,062

 

- What is it about it in there?

 

 

 

1021

 

00:51:19,062 --> 00:51:21,099

 

- I have no idea, man.

 

 

 

1022

 

00:51:21,099 --> 00:51:23,699

 

Just what is it about it in here?

 

 

 

1023

 

00:51:23,699 --> 00:51:25,866

 

It's not in there, I know.

 

 

 

1024

 

00:51:27,068 --> 00:51:28,318

 

It's inside me.

 

 

 

1025

 

00:51:36,575 --> 00:51:37,733

 

- [Voiceover] You're in the hot seat.

 

 

 

1026

 

00:51:37,733 --> 00:51:38,766

 

- [Mark] In that hot seat?

 

 

 

1027

 

00:51:38,766 --> 00:51:39,599

 

- [Voiceover] Yup.

 

 

 

1028

 

00:51:39,599 --> 00:51:41,391

 

- [Gloria] My concern,

 

Mark, in a nutshell is,

 

 

 

1029

 

00:51:41,391 --> 00:51:43,561

 

if she's not used as a service dog,

 

 

 

1030

 

00:51:43,561 --> 00:51:45,313

 

then it's a waste of the dog

 

 

 

1031

 

00:51:45,313 --> 00:51:48,119

 

and it's a waste of money and time.

 

 

 

1032

 

00:51:48,119 --> 00:51:49,473

 

We expect that in public,

 

 

 

1033

 

00:51:49,473 --> 00:51:51,142

 

you're gonna use the basic commands.

 

 

 

1034

 

00:51:51,142 --> 00:51:54,554

 

So if what you need is more of a companion

 

 

 

1035

 

00:51:54,554 --> 00:51:56,328

 

that doesn't know 90 commands,

 

 

 

1036

 

00:51:56,328 --> 00:51:57,779

 

then that's a different route.

 

 

 

1037

 

00:51:57,779 --> 00:51:59,944

 

- I've gotten a lot of negative feedback

 

 

 

1038

 

00:51:59,944 --> 00:52:03,895

 

and some of it I felt like

 

is just threats, you know.

 

 

 

1039

 

00:52:03,895 --> 00:52:06,297

 

"We're not gonna send you home

 

with a dog if you do that,"

 

 

 

1040

 

00:52:06,297 --> 00:52:08,065

 

or this or that, you know.

 

 

 

1041

 

00:52:08,065 --> 00:52:09,695

 

I've got some real issues,

 

 

 

1042

 

00:52:09,695 --> 00:52:11,945

 

I've got some memory issues

 

 

 

1043

 

00:52:13,245 --> 00:52:15,473

 

and I'm trying, I'm trying hard.

 

 

 

1044

 

00:52:15,473 --> 00:52:16,803

 

- I don't think that I've been giving you

 

 

 

1045

 

00:52:16,803 --> 00:52:18,196

 

just negative feedback.

 

 

 

1046

 

00:52:18,196 --> 00:52:20,421

 

I think I've been honest with you.

 

 

 

1047

 

00:52:20,421 --> 00:52:22,695

 

These are issues that

 

have got to be corrected.

 

 

 

1048

 

00:52:22,695 --> 00:52:23,528

 

- Okay.

 

 

 

1049

 

00:52:23,528 --> 00:52:24,361

 

- Or the result is,

 

 

 

1050

 

00:52:24,361 --> 00:52:25,937

 

we can't send you home with a dog.

 

 

 

1051

 

00:52:25,937 --> 00:52:27,891

 

We just can't in good conscience say,

 

 

 

1052

 

00:52:27,891 --> 00:52:31,641

 

we're giving him a dog

 

that's not being used.

 

 

 

1053

 

00:52:34,750 --> 00:52:36,000

 

- I understand.

 

 

 

1054

 

00:53:04,067 --> 00:53:08,234

 

- [Gloria] The dogs look

 

so much more in sync today.

 

 

 

1055

 

00:53:22,427 --> 00:53:24,980

 

- [Voiceover] How was your night, Tracy?

 

 

 

1056

 

00:53:24,980 --> 00:53:26,230

 

- I had Fethra.

 

 

 

1057

 

00:53:27,385 --> 00:53:28,302

 

Yes, I did.

 

 

 

1058

 

00:53:29,409 --> 00:53:31,267

 

We practiced in the hallway

 

 

 

1059

 

00:53:31,267 --> 00:53:33,422

 

and we did have a little

 

boy who startled us

 

 

 

1060

 

00:53:33,422 --> 00:53:35,673

 

running down the hallway

 

coming around the corner.

 

 

 

1061

 

00:53:35,673 --> 00:53:36,847

 

And she started barking.

 

 

 

1062

 

00:53:36,847 --> 00:53:38,631

 

I had a hard time

 

getting her to calm down.

 

 

 

1063

 

00:53:38,631 --> 00:53:40,222

 

- What kind of barking?

 

 

 

1064

 

00:53:40,222 --> 00:53:41,055

 

Was it one bark?

 

 

 

1065

 

00:53:41,055 --> 00:53:42,691

 

- No, she kept going

 

 

 

1066

 

00:53:42,691 --> 00:53:44,737

 

and it stressed me out

 

because I didn't feel like

 

 

 

1067

 

00:53:44,737 --> 00:53:47,285

 

I had the confidence to

 

get her under control.

 

 

 

1068

 

00:53:47,285 --> 00:53:48,712

 

- All right.

 

 

 

1069

 

00:53:48,712 --> 00:53:52,823

 

- [Voiceover] So Chris, we've

 

decided to pair you with Seal.

 

 

 

1070

 

00:53:52,823 --> 00:53:54,323

 

Tracy with Murphy.

 

 

 

1071

 

00:53:55,333 --> 00:53:56,916

 

And Mark with Skye.

 

 

 

1072

 

00:53:59,475 --> 00:54:01,311

 

- [Gloria] We have decided that Fethra

 

 

 

1073

 

00:54:01,311 --> 00:54:03,046

 

cannot be a service dog.

 

 

 

1074

 

00:54:03,046 --> 00:54:06,007

 

We do not want to put any

 

veteran in the position

 

 

 

1075

 

00:54:06,007 --> 00:54:10,020

 

where the dog causes anxiety

 

instead of relieves it.

 

 

 

1076

 

00:54:10,020 --> 00:54:12,077

 

Fethra's gonna be with us until tomorrow.

 

 

 

1077

 

00:54:12,077 --> 00:54:13,964

 

We're gonna release her as a pet.

 

 

 

1078

 

00:54:13,964 --> 00:54:16,791

 

We will explain this to Luis.

 

 

 

1079

 

00:54:16,791 --> 00:54:18,544

 

He's gonna be pretty crushed,

 

 

 

1080

 

00:54:18,544 --> 00:54:20,160

 

but it's gonna be obvious

 

 

 

1081

 

00:54:20,160 --> 00:54:22,086

 

when everybody walks in

 

with those four dogs,

 

 

 

1082

 

00:54:22,086 --> 00:54:25,188

 

she doesn't have the

 

confidence to be a working dog

 

 

 

1083

 

00:54:25,188 --> 00:54:29,355

 

as much as our fingers have

 

been crossed for a while.

 

 

 

1084

 

00:54:30,196 --> 00:54:31,152

 

- Whoever they walk in with,

 

 

 

1085

 

00:54:31,152 --> 00:54:33,902

 

that's who they're gonna be with.

 

 

 

1086

 

00:54:34,954 --> 00:54:37,613

 

I would really like

 

Fethra to go with Tracy,

 

 

 

1087

 

00:54:37,613 --> 00:54:39,618

 

even though I don't know

 

if she went with Tracy.

 

 

 

1088

 

00:54:39,618 --> 00:54:43,707

 

But I think it would be awesome

 

for her to be with Tracy.

 

 

 

1089

 

00:54:43,707 --> 00:54:44,878

 

- [Voiceover] Do you miss her already?

 

 

 

1090

 

00:54:44,878 --> 00:54:46,840

 

- Yeah, I will always miss her, of course.

 

 

 

1091

 

00:54:46,840 --> 00:54:48,881

 

That's without saying.

 

 

 

1092

 

00:54:48,881 --> 00:54:51,088

 

She'll always be in my heart.

 

 

 

1093

 

00:54:51,088 --> 00:54:54,821

 

But she's gonna go off now to improve

 

 

 

1094

 

00:54:54,821 --> 00:54:57,320

 

the quality of life of someone else,

 

 

 

1095

 

00:54:57,320 --> 00:54:58,727

 

so I'm very happy.

 

 

 

1096

 

00:54:58,727 --> 00:54:59,733

 

It makes me feel good,

 

 

 

1097

 

00:54:59,733 --> 00:55:00,883

 

it makes me feel very good.

 

 

 

1098

 

00:55:00,883 --> 00:55:05,366

 

I'm very happy that this

 

is what I raised her for.

 

 

 

1099

 

00:55:05,366 --> 00:55:08,250

 

I'm very happy that she's going off to

 

 

 

1100

 

00:55:08,250 --> 00:55:10,782

 

complete her duty,

 

 

 

1101

 

00:55:10,782 --> 00:55:12,381

 

what she was raised to do.

 

 

 

1102

 

00:55:12,381 --> 00:55:14,131

 

- What she was destined to do.

 

 

 

1103

 

00:55:14,131 --> 00:55:16,219

 

They all destined to do.

 

 

 

1104

 

00:55:16,219 --> 00:55:17,461

 

- Heel.

 

 

 

1105

 

00:55:27,501 --> 00:55:28,335

 

- Good girl.

 

 

 

1106

 

00:55:28,320 --> 00:55:31,064

 

That's a good girl, yeah you did good.

 

 

 

1107

 

00:55:31,064 --> 00:55:33,644

 

Good wait, good wait.

 

 

 

1108

 

00:55:33,644 --> 00:55:35,014

 

Okay.

 

 

 

1109

 

00:55:35,014 --> 00:55:36,259

 

All right.

 

 

 

1110

 

00:55:36,259 --> 00:55:37,575

 

Murphy, wait.

 

 

 

1111

 

00:55:37,575 --> 00:55:38,776

 

Murphy, wait.

 

 

 

1112

 

00:55:38,776 --> 00:55:40,654

 

Murphy, heel.

 

 

 

1113

 

00:56:04,501 --> 00:56:07,568

 

- [Gloria] Hi Luis, how are ya?

 

 

 

1114

 

00:56:07,593 --> 00:56:10,227

 

We'll talk about what happened.

 

 

 

1115

 

00:56:40,367 --> 00:56:41,667

 

- [Gloria] So I just want to,

 

 

 

1116

 

00:56:41,669 --> 00:56:44,838

 

before we turn the

 

floor back over to Glen,

 

 

 

1117

 

00:56:44,838 --> 00:56:48,120

 

I wanna talk a bit about

 

why Fethra didn't make it.

 

 

 

1118

 

00:56:48,120 --> 00:56:50,808

 

This decision is

 

extraordinarily difficult.

 

 

 

1119

 

00:56:50,808 --> 00:56:52,537

 

We know that it hurts you.

 

 

 

1120

 

00:56:52,537 --> 00:56:53,945

 

The fact of the matter is,

 

 

 

1121

 

00:56:53,945 --> 00:56:55,364

 

it doesn't matter what I hope,

 

 

 

1122

 

00:56:55,364 --> 00:56:57,600

 

it doesn't matter how

 

much you worked with you

 

 

 

1123

 

00:56:57,600 --> 00:56:59,129

 

and how much you loved her.

 

 

 

1124

 

00:56:59,129 --> 00:57:03,060

 

Puppies Behind Bars'

 

standards are so high.

 

 

 

1125

 

00:57:03,060 --> 00:57:05,436

 

So, Fethra will be released as a pet.

 

 

 

1126

 

00:57:05,436 --> 00:57:08,436

 

We will place her as soon as we can.

 

 

 

1127

 

00:57:09,433 --> 00:57:11,426

 

Does anybody wanna say anything?

 

 

 

1128

 

00:57:11,426 --> 00:57:13,324

 

Veteran or puppy-raiser?

 

 

 

1129

 

00:57:13,324 --> 00:57:15,108

 

Or Luis, do you wanna say anything?

 

 

 

1130

 

00:57:15,108 --> 00:57:17,188

 

- When I had got Fethra,

 

 

 

1131

 

00:57:17,188 --> 00:57:20,028

 

it was a personal challenge for me

 

 

 

1132

 

00:57:20,028 --> 00:57:22,377

 

to actually...

 

 

 

1133

 

00:57:22,377 --> 00:57:25,501

 

finish the obligation

 

 

 

1134

 

00:57:25,501 --> 00:57:27,033

 

of what I started.

 

 

 

1135

 

00:57:27,033 --> 00:57:30,484

 

And that was one of my main

 

things in me that I said,

 

 

 

1136

 

00:57:30,484 --> 00:57:31,832

 

you know what?

 

 

 

1137

 

00:57:31,832 --> 00:57:33,680

 

When I take Fethra,

 

 

 

1138

 

00:57:33,680 --> 00:57:36,882

 

I'm gonna raise her like I

 

didn't get to raise my own child

 

 

 

1139

 

00:57:36,882 --> 00:57:39,360

 

and I'm gonna finish

 

what I started this time.

 

 

 

1140

 

00:57:39,360 --> 00:57:41,641

 

She taught me that...

 

 

 

1141

 

00:57:41,641 --> 00:57:43,608

 

That I can do that.

 

 

 

1142

 

00:57:43,608 --> 00:57:46,444

 

And that transformation has...

 

 

 

1143

 

00:57:46,444 --> 00:57:49,259

 

Has made me a better man today.

 

 

 

1144

 

00:57:49,259 --> 00:57:51,258

 

- And Luis, you did it.

 

 

 

1145

 

00:57:51,258 --> 00:57:52,564

 

You stuck with her,

 

 

 

1146

 

00:57:52,564 --> 00:57:55,746

 

you had to work hard with her.

 

 

 

1147

 

00:57:55,746 --> 00:57:59,653

 

That fucking wreckyard

 

there that she was such

 

 

 

1148

 

00:57:59,653 --> 00:58:02,685

 

a pain in the neck at and

 

you worked your butt off.

 

 

 

1149

 

00:58:02,685 --> 00:58:03,651

 

You did.

 

 

 

1150

 

00:58:03,651 --> 00:58:06,931

 

I think that all of us wanna say

 

 

 

1151

 

00:58:06,931 --> 00:58:09,591

 

that we're really proud of

 

you for sticking with her

 

 

 

1152

 

00:58:09,591 --> 00:58:12,903

 

and not giving up when

 

the going got tough.

 

 

 

1153

 

00:58:12,903 --> 00:58:15,215

 

You gave her so much love

 

 

 

1154

 

00:58:15,215 --> 00:58:17,631

 

and guidance and patience.

 

 

 

1155

 

00:58:17,631 --> 00:58:20,964

 

So you've done an incredible job with her

 

 

 

1156

 

00:58:20,964 --> 00:58:23,246

 

and she just has a different

 

trajectory in life,

 

 

 

1157

 

00:58:23,246 --> 00:58:25,800

 

which Puppies has recognized.

 

 

 

1158

 

00:58:25,800 --> 00:58:27,635

 

Okay so let's just kinda give you

 

 

 

1159

 

00:58:27,635 --> 00:58:28,830

 

a round of applause.

 

 

 

1160

 

00:58:48,434 --> 00:58:50,335

 

- I feel sad, you know?

 

 

 

1161

 

00:58:54,795 --> 00:58:57,568

 

Having the opportunity to have her,

 

 

 

1162

 

00:58:57,568 --> 00:58:58,922

 

it just...

 

 

 

1163

 

00:58:58,922 --> 00:59:01,616

 

made me feel alive again,

 

 

 

1164

 

00:59:01,616 --> 00:59:04,515

 

to be responsible for

 

something else beside myself

 

 

 

1165

 

00:59:04,515 --> 00:59:05,619

 

was like,

 

 

 

1166

 

00:59:05,619 --> 00:59:06,702

 

I felt alive.

 

 

 

1167

 

00:59:10,735 --> 00:59:12,735

 

I'm sad, too, because...

 

 

 

1168

 

00:59:17,799 --> 00:59:20,303

 

We're gonna separate.

 

 

 

1169

 

00:59:49,534 --> 00:59:51,368

 

- [Tracy] I probably slept

 

 

 

1170

 

00:59:51,345 --> 00:59:53,664

 

the best I've slept in

 

10 years last night.

 

 

 

1171

 

00:59:53,664 --> 00:59:55,895

 

I woke up one time.

 

 

 

1172

 

00:59:55,895 --> 00:59:57,505

 

And I feel so much better

 

 

 

1173

 

00:59:57,505 --> 00:59:58,605

 

'cause I'm sleeping

 

 

 

1174

 

00:59:58,605 --> 01:00:00,532

 

because I had my buddy

 

 

 

1175

 

01:00:00,532 --> 01:00:01,365

 

and she was awesome,

 

 

 

1176

 

01:00:01,365 --> 01:00:03,403

 

she just snuggles right up next to you

 

 

 

1177

 

01:00:03,403 --> 01:00:05,108

 

and it's great.

 

 

 

1178

 

01:00:05,108 --> 01:00:08,466

 

It's just comforting to

 

know that she's there.

 

 

 

1179

 

01:00:08,466 --> 01:00:09,825

 

- Hey, welcome to Shop Rite,

 

 

 

1180

 

01:00:09,825 --> 01:00:12,296

 

my name's Angel, your cashier.

 

 

 

1181

 

01:00:12,296 --> 01:00:14,061

 

So, what've you got for me?

 

 

 

1182

 

01:00:14,061 --> 01:00:14,894

 

- If you can just wait,

 

 

 

1183

 

01:00:14,894 --> 01:00:15,752

 

I'm gonna reposition my dog.

 

 

 

1184

 

01:00:15,752 --> 01:00:16,801

 

- All right, sure, why not?

 

 

 

1185

 

01:00:16,801 --> 01:00:18,570

 

Now is a good time to have a break.

 

 

 

1186

 

01:00:18,570 --> 01:00:20,224

 

- Seal.

 

 

 

1187

 

01:00:20,224 --> 01:00:21,057

 

Heel.

 

 

 

1188

 

01:00:21,975 --> 01:00:23,458

 

That's it.

 

 

 

1189

 

01:00:23,458 --> 01:00:25,021

 

- Hey what kind of dog is that?

 

 

 

1190

 

01:00:25,021 --> 01:00:26,422

 

- If you can just wait one second, please.

 

 

 

1191

 

01:00:26,422 --> 01:00:27,508

 

- All right.

 

 

 

1192

 

01:00:27,508 --> 01:00:29,912

 

- Seal, got my back.

 

 

 

1193

 

01:00:29,912 --> 01:00:31,162

 

Yes, that's it.

 

 

 

1194

 

01:00:32,585 --> 01:00:35,773

 

- I'm proud that I made it

 

to this point in my life

 

 

 

1195

 

01:00:35,773 --> 01:00:38,991

 

and I was able to do

 

something positive for Chris.

 

 

 

1196

 

01:00:38,991 --> 01:00:40,011

 

- All right, sorry about that.

 

 

 

1197

 

01:00:40,011 --> 01:00:41,683

 

- I'm just on break right now.

 

 

 

1198

 

01:00:45,167 --> 01:00:46,035

 

- But at the same time,

 

 

 

1199

 

01:00:46,032 --> 01:00:47,800

 

it kind of reminds me

 

 

 

1200

 

01:00:47,800 --> 01:00:50,541

 

of how I got to this point in my life.

 

 

 

1201

 

01:00:50,541 --> 01:00:51,820

 

You committed a crime,

 

 

 

1202

 

01:00:51,820 --> 01:00:54,877

 

don't undermine your crime

 

by saying that you're proud

 

 

 

1203

 

01:00:54,877 --> 01:00:58,253

 

of an achievement that was

 

as a result of that crime.

 

 

 

1204

 

01:00:58,253 --> 01:01:01,759

 

So I kinda struggle with

 

accepting that word, like,

 

 

 

1205

 

01:01:01,759 --> 01:01:02,797

 

"Are you proud?"

 

 

 

1206

 

01:01:02,797 --> 01:01:03,746

 

- Thank you.

 

 

 

1207

 

01:01:03,746 --> 01:01:04,911

 

- There you go, sir,

 

 

 

1208

 

01:01:04,911 --> 01:01:06,709

 

have a good day.

 

 

 

1209

 

01:01:06,709 --> 01:01:07,944

 

Thank you for shopping at Shop Rite.

 

 

 

1210

 

01:01:10,567 --> 01:01:13,001

 

- [Glen] I'm curious as to

 

what your experience was like,

 

 

 

1211

 

01:01:13,005 --> 01:01:14,422

 

if you guys have been using the skills

 

 

 

1212

 

01:01:14,422 --> 01:01:15,379

 

that you've been learning from

 

 

 

1213

 

01:01:15,379 --> 01:01:17,454

 

the raisers you're paired with.

 

 

 

1214

 

01:01:17,454 --> 01:01:20,158

 

So, please.

 

 

 

1215

 

01:01:20,158 --> 01:01:24,310

 

- It finally clicked why I have this dog.

 

 

 

1216

 

01:01:24,310 --> 01:01:26,348

 

Because not one time, I went into Target,

 

 

 

1217

 

01:01:26,348 --> 01:01:29,824

 

and not one time did I think, you know,

 

 

 

1218

 

01:01:29,824 --> 01:01:30,944

 

where the hell am I at?

 

 

 

1219

 

01:01:30,944 --> 01:01:31,917

 

What's going on?

 

 

 

1220

 

01:01:31,917 --> 01:01:32,823

 

Who's back here?

 

 

 

1221

 

01:01:32,823 --> 01:01:35,093

 

This dude looks like Haji.

 

 

 

1222

 

01:01:35,093 --> 01:01:37,469

 

Or a little alarm went off over there,

 

 

 

1223

 

01:01:37,469 --> 01:01:40,393

 

and my chest starts getting

 

tight and all that stuff.

 

 

 

1224

 

01:01:40,393 --> 01:01:41,361

 

Not one time,

 

 

 

1225

 

01:01:41,361 --> 01:01:44,545

 

and the reason is is because

 

I was totally focused on her.

 

 

 

1226

 

01:01:44,545 --> 01:01:47,378

 

And it's like, okay, I get it now.

 

 

 

1227

 

01:01:48,328 --> 01:01:50,567

 

- I haven't been to Target

 

by myself in eight years.

 

 

 

1228

 

01:01:50,567 --> 01:01:53,277

 

And I went to Target last

 

night with five items.

 

 

 

1229

 

01:01:53,277 --> 01:01:56,223

 

I was like, I got five items at Target.

 

 

 

1230

 

01:01:56,223 --> 01:01:58,127

 

How crazy is that?

 

 

 

1231

 

01:01:59,067 --> 01:02:01,100

 

My husband better get a big old pay raise

 

 

 

1232

 

01:02:01,103 --> 01:02:03,388

 

'cause I'm gonna be going to Target

 

 

 

1233

 

01:02:03,388 --> 01:02:05,078

 

with my dog.

 

 

 

1234

 

01:02:05,078 --> 01:02:07,062

 

So thank you, you guys

 

are really professional.

 

 

 

1235

 

01:02:07,062 --> 01:02:07,946

 

- Cheers.

 

 

 

1236

 

01:02:07,946 --> 01:02:08,833

 

- Thank you.

 

 

 

1237

 

01:02:08,833 --> 01:02:09,666

 

- Cheers.

 

 

 

1238

 

01:02:58,400 --> 01:02:59,368

 

- Bittersweet.

 

 

 

1239

 

01:02:59,356 --> 01:03:01,896

 

That's the term for it, bittersweet.

 

 

 

1240

 

01:03:01,896 --> 01:03:05,629

 

Work and play and snow and rain.

 

 

 

1241

 

01:03:05,629 --> 01:03:07,123

 

Sweet.

 

 

 

1242

 

01:03:07,123 --> 01:03:08,956

 

Bitter, it's all over.

 

 

 

1243

 

01:03:16,561 --> 01:03:18,631

 

- [Voiceover] I'd like to introduce

 

 

 

1244

 

01:03:18,631 --> 01:03:20,786

 

retired Commissioner Brian Fisher,

 

 

 

1245

 

01:03:20,786 --> 01:03:22,318

 

New York State Department of Corrections

 

 

 

1246

 

01:03:22,318 --> 01:03:23,681

 

and Community Supervision.

 

 

 

1247

 

01:03:26,200 --> 01:03:28,734

 

- Most programs that we create in a prison

 

 

 

1248

 

01:03:28,743 --> 01:03:31,876

 

are designed to give offenders skills.

 

 

 

1249

 

01:03:31,876 --> 01:03:34,042

 

This is a program that is designed

 

 

 

1250

 

01:03:34,042 --> 01:03:37,572

 

to provide assistance to outsiders,

 

 

 

1251

 

01:03:37,572 --> 01:03:39,822

 

to those people who clearly deserve

 

 

 

1252

 

01:03:39,822 --> 01:03:41,243

 

everything we can give them,

 

 

 

1253

 

01:03:41,243 --> 01:03:42,410

 

and then some.

 

 

 

1254

 

01:03:43,953 --> 01:03:45,145

 

You have our respect,

 

 

 

1255

 

01:03:45,145 --> 01:03:46,685

 

you have our honor,

 

 

 

1256

 

01:03:46,685 --> 01:03:48,543

 

and now you have our dogs.

 

 

 

1257

 

01:04:00,567 --> 01:04:03,501

 

- This is a compilation of

 

the life and times of Skye.

 

 

 

1258

 

01:04:03,501 --> 01:04:04,911

 

Moments.

 

 

 

1259

 

01:04:04,911 --> 01:04:06,995

 

And it's been put together,

 

 

 

1260

 

01:04:06,995 --> 01:04:10,833

 

token of our appreciation

 

in Skye's journal.

 

 

 

1261

 

01:04:10,833 --> 01:04:12,436

 

All right, enjoy.

 

 

 

1262

 

01:05:05,968 --> 01:05:08,569

 

- This was my last entry to Seal.

 

 

 

1263

 

01:05:08,593 --> 01:05:10,438

 

It was a personal letter

 

that I wrote to him

 

 

 

1264

 

01:05:10,438 --> 01:05:11,293

 

and I started saying,

 

 

 

1265

 

01:05:11,293 --> 01:05:12,705

 

Dear Seal, well my dear friend,

 

 

 

1266

 

01:05:12,705 --> 01:05:14,504

 

our journey together has

 

finally reached its end.

 

 

 

1267

 

01:05:14,504 --> 01:05:16,831

 

Being able to have shared

 

this experience with you

 

 

 

1268

 

01:05:16,831 --> 01:05:19,954

 

has been the most humbling

 

blessing of my life.

 

 

 

1269

 

01:05:19,954 --> 01:05:21,766

 

It still seems like it was yesterday

 

 

 

1270

 

01:05:21,766 --> 01:05:24,640

 

when I first held you in my arms.

 

 

 

1271

 

01:05:24,640 --> 01:05:26,080

 

I will forever treasure every memory

 

 

 

1272

 

01:05:26,080 --> 01:05:28,000

 

that we created throughout our journey,

 

 

 

1273

 

01:05:28,000 --> 01:05:30,957

 

and I shall always love you.

 

 

 

1274

 

01:05:30,957 --> 01:05:31,936

 

You get to have that.

 

 

 

1275

 

01:05:31,936 --> 01:05:33,853

 

- Wow, I appreciate it.

 

 

 

1276

 

01:05:35,890 --> 01:05:37,889

 

- Can I show you one thing, too, Skye?

 

 

 

1277

 

01:05:37,889 --> 01:05:38,902

 

High five.

 

 

 

1278

 

01:05:38,902 --> 01:05:40,232

 

Yes, good girl.

 

 

 

1279

 

01:05:40,232 --> 01:05:41,520

 

- High five, Skye.

 

 

 

1280

 

01:05:41,520 --> 01:05:42,561

 

High five.

 

 

 

1281

 

01:05:42,561 --> 01:05:43,394

 

Good girl.

 

 

 

1282

 

01:05:44,350 --> 01:05:45,183

 

That's cool.

 

 

 

1283

 

01:05:45,183 --> 01:05:46,865

 

I like that.

 

 

 

1284

 

01:05:46,865 --> 01:05:48,657

 

- This was my grandfather.

 

 

 

1285

 

01:05:48,657 --> 01:05:51,581

 

He came in August of 2002,

 

 

 

1286

 

01:05:51,581 --> 01:05:54,374

 

and at this time I didn't know it,

 

 

 

1287

 

01:05:54,374 --> 01:05:57,107

 

but he died in December of 2002.

 

 

 

1288

 

01:05:57,107 --> 01:05:58,977

 

He had problems with his stomach.

 

 

 

1289

 

01:05:58,977 --> 01:05:59,810

 

- Yeah?

 

 

 

1290

 

01:06:00,965 --> 01:06:03,298

 

- And this was his last trip

 

 

 

1291

 

01:06:04,367 --> 01:06:06,750

 

as he went around to stay

 

goodbye to everybody.

 

 

 

1292

 

01:06:06,750 --> 01:06:07,583

 

- Oh really?

 

 

 

1293

 

01:06:07,583 --> 01:06:09,250

 

- Nobody knew of it.

 

 

 

1294

 

01:06:13,189 --> 01:06:15,410

 

He's been a big part of...

 

 

 

1295

 

01:06:15,410 --> 01:06:17,197

 

- Yeah, man.

 

 

 

1296

 

01:06:17,197 --> 01:06:18,770

 

Yeah, man.

 

 

 

1297

 

01:06:18,770 --> 01:06:19,853

 

I understand.

 

 

 

1298

 

01:06:26,452 --> 01:06:28,369

 

- He's been a big part.

 

 

 

1299

 

01:06:29,438 --> 01:06:31,254

 

- You know how proud he would be today

 

 

 

1300

 

01:06:31,254 --> 01:06:32,534

 

if he was standing here?

 

 

 

1301

 

01:06:32,534 --> 01:06:33,367

 

- I figure.

 

 

 

1302

 

01:06:33,367 --> 01:06:34,200

 

Huh?

 

 

 

1303

 

01:06:34,200 --> 01:06:35,545

 

- He would be.

 

 

 

1304

 

01:06:35,545 --> 01:06:37,614

 

- He'd be grinning from ear to ear, man.

 

 

 

1305

 

01:06:37,614 --> 01:06:39,087

 

Yeah.

 

 

 

1306

 

01:06:39,087 --> 01:06:40,171

 

There's no doubt.

 

 

 

1307

 

01:06:40,171 --> 01:06:41,257

 

- Yeah.

 

 

 

1308

 

01:06:41,257 --> 01:06:42,367

 

And he's been a big part,

 

 

 

1309

 

01:06:42,367 --> 01:06:45,117

 

a big part of why I do what I do.

 

 

 

1310

 

01:06:46,261 --> 01:06:47,094

 

- I tell ya,

 

 

 

1311

 

01:06:47,094 --> 01:06:51,232

 

I can never, ever, ever repay

 

you for what you've done.

 

 

 

1312

 

01:06:51,232 --> 01:06:52,578

 

And I have people come up to me

 

 

 

1313

 

01:06:52,578 --> 01:06:54,374

 

when I'm in uniform a lot

 

 

 

1314

 

01:06:54,374 --> 01:06:55,953

 

and say, "Thank you for your service."

 

 

 

1315

 

01:06:55,953 --> 01:06:57,544

 

I've even had people pay for my meal,

 

 

 

1316

 

01:06:57,544 --> 01:06:58,860

 

or tried to.

 

 

 

1317

 

01:06:58,860 --> 01:07:01,662

 

And some of that stuff, you know,

 

 

 

1318

 

01:07:01,662 --> 01:07:03,742

 

it's easy for somebody to come up and say,

 

 

 

1319

 

01:07:03,742 --> 01:07:05,463

 

"Thank you for your service."

 

 

 

1320

 

01:07:05,463 --> 01:07:07,850

 

But it's not so easy to really

 

 

 

1321

 

01:07:07,850 --> 01:07:09,999

 

put yourself into that.

 

 

 

1322

 

01:07:09,999 --> 01:07:11,247

 

And that's what you did, man.

 

 

 

1323

 

01:07:11,247 --> 01:07:12,196

 

- Right.

 

 

 

1324

 

01:07:12,196 --> 01:07:14,037

 

- I've seen more patriotism in you

 

 

 

1325

 

01:07:14,037 --> 01:07:15,508

 

than I've seen in a long time.

 

 

 

1326

 

01:07:15,508 --> 01:07:16,341

 

- Yeah.

 

 

 

1327

 

01:07:16,341 --> 01:07:17,882

 

- Absolutely.

 

 

 

1328

 

01:07:17,882 --> 01:07:19,030

 

You're a true American, brother.

 

 

 

1329

 

01:07:19,030 --> 01:07:19,863

 

- Thanks.

 

 

 

1330

 

01:07:19,863 --> 01:07:22,473

 

- And I thank you for your sacrifice

 

 

 

1331

 

01:07:22,473 --> 01:07:23,862

 

and I don't know, if I was in your shoes,

 

 

 

1332

 

01:07:23,862 --> 01:07:26,043

 

if I could let her go.

 

 

 

1333

 

01:07:26,043 --> 01:07:28,626

 

I know that's the hardest part.

 

 

 

1334

 

01:07:30,586 --> 01:07:31,419

 

- Good luck.

 

 

 

1335

 

01:07:31,419 --> 01:07:33,230

 

- Yes sir, thanks again, brother.

 

 

 

1336

 

01:07:33,230 --> 01:07:35,319

 

- You're welcome.

 

 

 

1337

 

01:07:35,319 --> 01:07:38,236

 

- I'll keep you updated, all right?

 

 

 

1338

 

01:08:12,667 --> 01:08:13,934

 

- [Tracy] Did you find it?

 

 

 

1339

 

01:08:13,923 --> 01:08:14,756

 

Your soccer ball?

 

 

 

1340

 

01:08:14,756 --> 01:08:16,088

 

Where's your soccer ball?

 

 

 

1341

 

01:08:16,088 --> 01:08:16,921

 

Murphy.

 

 

 

1342

 

01:08:16,921 --> 01:08:17,754

 

Murphy.

 

 

 

1343

 

01:08:19,056 --> 01:08:21,014

 

Go get it, go get it.

 

 

 

1344

 

01:08:21,014 --> 01:08:22,106

 

Bring it, bring it.

 

 

 

1345

 

01:08:22,106 --> 01:08:23,656

 

Oh no, no, no.

 

 

 

1346

 

01:08:26,300 --> 01:08:27,134

 

Slowly over time,

 

 

 

1347

 

01:08:27,155 --> 01:08:28,899

 

we've built this relationship.

 

 

 

1348

 

01:08:28,899 --> 01:08:31,911

 

She's really intuitive and

 

knows when I'm stressed

 

 

 

1349

 

01:08:31,911 --> 01:08:33,494

 

or feeling anxious.

 

 

 

1350

 

01:08:34,711 --> 01:08:36,423

 

So it's a lot better.

 

 

 

1351

 

01:08:36,423 --> 01:08:37,608

 

Bring it.

 

 

 

1352

 

01:08:37,608 --> 01:08:38,593

 

Murphy, bring it.

 

 

 

1353

 

01:08:38,593 --> 01:08:39,636

 

- I was really shocked, honestly,

 

 

 

1354

 

01:08:39,636 --> 01:08:41,119

 

that the dog ever did anything.

 

 

 

1355

 

01:08:41,119 --> 01:08:42,145

 

'Cause I was like, oh you know,

 

 

 

1356

 

01:08:42,145 --> 01:08:43,174

 

it's just a dog.

 

 

 

1357

 

01:08:43,174 --> 01:08:45,174

 

But it's not just a dog.

 

 

 

1358

 

01:08:46,185 --> 01:08:48,673

 

Even just being around her,

 

 

 

1359

 

01:08:48,673 --> 01:08:50,100

 

it feels different.

 

 

 

1360

 

01:08:50,100 --> 01:08:52,100

 

- Oh, that's a big yawn.

 

 

 

1361

 

01:08:55,545 --> 01:08:57,045

 

- Where you going?

 

 

 

1362

 

01:08:58,559 --> 01:08:59,628

 

You gotta wait, Skye.

 

 

 

1363

 

01:08:59,628 --> 01:09:00,461

 

Come here.

 

 

 

1364

 

01:09:01,376 --> 01:09:02,209

 

Come here.

 

 

 

1365

 

01:09:02,209 --> 01:09:03,815

 

Watch me.

 

 

 

1366

 

01:09:03,815 --> 01:09:05,243

 

That's a good girl, yeah.

 

 

 

1367

 

01:09:05,243 --> 01:09:06,387

 

Come here.

 

 

 

1368

 

01:09:06,387 --> 01:09:07,970

 

There you go, yeah.

 

 

 

1369

 

01:09:09,183 --> 01:09:11,185

 

She reads me like a book.

 

 

 

1370

 

01:09:11,185 --> 01:09:12,627

 

She can tell when I'm stressed out.

 

 

 

1371

 

01:09:12,627 --> 01:09:13,627

 

She can tell

 

 

 

1372

 

01:09:14,842 --> 01:09:16,925

 

when I need her the most.

 

 

 

1373

 

01:09:18,028 --> 01:09:20,302

 

Aw, give me some belly.

 

 

 

1374

 

01:09:20,302 --> 01:09:22,692

 

I think the greatest experience for me was

 

 

 

1375

 

01:09:22,692 --> 01:09:24,337

 

not only getting Skye,

 

 

 

1376

 

01:09:24,337 --> 01:09:27,235

 

but being around those prisoners.

 

 

 

1377

 

01:09:27,235 --> 01:09:29,962

 

John, when I put my arms around that guy,

 

 

 

1378

 

01:09:29,962 --> 01:09:32,047

 

and I told him he's a good person,

 

 

 

1379

 

01:09:32,047 --> 01:09:33,317

 

and he's made a difference in my life,

 

 

 

1380

 

01:09:33,317 --> 01:09:34,234

 

I meant it.

 

 

 

1381

 

01:09:36,882 --> 01:09:39,207

 

I know he's changed

 

 

 

1382

 

01:09:39,207 --> 01:09:42,290

 

and now I've experienced that myself.

 

 

 

1383

 

01:11:34,267 --> 01:11:36,101

 

- [Voiceover] Puppies.

 

 

 

1384

 

01:11:37,530 --> 01:11:38,363

 

Puppies.

 

 

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