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Change harbour shot @ 00:19 and the one after it |
Canada is in the grip of an overdose emergency
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Shots of city D3 Drone @ 00:13:00:02 D7 C1 @ 11:30:58:20 D7 C1 @ 11:25:26:18 D3 C1 @ 03:58:17:19 |
Upsot City Life news fentanyl clip 1 @ Nearly 600 dead since that start of the year, and the province still not close to finding a solution to the toxic drug crisis |
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Ambulance @ 04:14:57:04 Footage of fentanyl in all it's forms FILE: Picture of lethal amount next to a coin @ Photo Illustration-Fentanyl_lethal_dose |
Since 2016 around 35,000 Canadians have died of drug overdose - 80 percent of those by the misuse of a powerful and addictive pain killer - fentanyl A grain this big, is enough to kill. And it's making it's way to Australia
(BEAT)
We’re here to ask what we can learn from this deadly epidemic… and the fight to save lives.
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STORY TITLE: Street scene |
Canada’s Fentanyl Crisis |
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Drone BC D5 Drone @ 00:00:25:08 Drone @ 00:07:31:02 D5 C2 @ 03:07:52:13 D7 C1 @ 11:26:35:05 D7 C1 @ 11:31:56:12 D2 @ 03:28:28:21 |
I’m in British Colombia on Canadas west coast.
Flanked by mountains, rivers and pine forests, it's a province teeming with natural beauty.
But beneath these postcard views, lies the highest rate of fentanyl death in the country – on average 6 people die here per day from overdose. |
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File: Ronan - Starter video Cybergaming D7 C2 @ 03:48:44:18 Ext house car driving past. D3 drone @ 00:10:15:06 Prayer flags D1c1 @ 01:06:56:22 pam sitting in sun @ 01:06:23:24 |
Upsot: hey guys just releasing my first YouTube video, just to look back and laugh or something
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File: Ronan - Starter video Cybergaming |
Pam (02:46): He was precocious and smart. He started his own YouTube channel when he was 10, against my wishes. But he knew how to do it |
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Video of Ronan water skiing |
Upsot water Skiing |
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Ronan footage |
Pam (03:29): He loved snowboarding, snow skiing, water skiing, But he was good at almost anything he tried. |
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Master IV |
Pam (08:02): It was Saturday, Easter weekend, and six o'clock. I said, "I'm just making dinner." He said, "Call me when it's ready." So, he went into his bedroom and was watching YouTube videos in his chair, and dinner was ready. I knocked on his door and he was slumped over in his chair, and I called 911. I couldn't revive him and did CPR. Three months later, the coroner said that he had a very small amount of Fentanyl in his system, and the coroner said he must not have had any tolerance because it was such a small amount. |
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Picture of Ronan PXL_20211008_215403325.MP_2 pam |
Ronan was just 16 |
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Master IV |
Pam (31:34): He didn't have adverse childhood experiences. He didn't grow up in poverty. He didn't grow up with abuse or violence. He had a pretty good life and he was a pretty happy kid. Pam (34:20): He took what he thought was a Xanax, recreationally, but he didn't want Fentanyl and he didn't want to die. |
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Evan and Pam looking at pics Pictures of Ronan on table SOURCE for 15 -24 year olds fact |
Upsot @ 01:01:20:08: He looks very happy Pam: yeah he got a first medal
Ronan died because Fentanyl is getting mixed in with other drugs.
In Canada 15 to 24 year olds are now the fastest growing group being hospitalised for opioid overdose |
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Pam (20:27): I've met five or six other moms like me, where their kids were experimenting and died, all in the Vancouver area. Two of them thought they were snorting cocaine, but they were 16 years old. One was 15. |
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Pam outside 01:07:04:06 01:05:47:07 01:05:09:17 |
Pam (13:16): I thought Fentanyl, people died from Fentanyl who were intravenous drug users on street and trench, like on our downtown east side. That's who I thought died of Fentanyl. Pam (13:44): I didn't realize that people could die from taking a pill. |
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Downtown east side D4 C1 @ 07:19:05:07 D2 C1 @ 03:36:59:14 D2 C1 @ 03:38:11:00 D2 C1 @ 03:39:27:09 ALT – Sequence of guy shooting up. D4C2 @ 08:36:44:10 |
Vancouvers downtown east side has a long history of marginalised people and drug use.
This is also where Fentanyl first emerged in Canada
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Hugh Lampkin D4 C2 |
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See hugh on the street |
Hugh (08:28:54): Abuse and things of that nature. You know, it's usually that's the number one cause for, for people using, Hugh (08:07:33): Trust me. I didn't want to become an addict. |
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Hugh on street 08:16:53:21 08:18:11:06 Upsot Ev meeting Hugh @ 08:18:28:05 |
Hugh Lampkin has lived on the downtown Eastside for the past 20 years.
Ev meet and greet |
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Walks inside Walking down hall and past dog |
UPSOT walking down hall Hugh (08:21:12): This is our first, first dog to be born here
Now nursing a chronic back injury, hugh’s cycled in and out of heroin addiction most of his life - as a way of trying to deal with childhood abuse |
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Hugh walking down the hallway Walks into room and sits down? 08:14:12:24 |
He can clearly recall the moment in 2014 when Fentanyl arrived on the scene.
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Master IV in Injection room |
Hugh (07:25:19): We found out that what they did is they very slowly put fentanyl in their heroin, little by little by little by little, until they got to the point where they knew, by the time they got to this point, you’d be wired, for life Hugh And it's very hard to get off of it. I've never seen anything like this before. It really grabs a hold of you by the cojones and you must have it really, it's crazy. |
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564 OD deaths in Vancouver 319 in North Vancouver ( which includes DTES) |
Last year, half of the 564 overdose deaths in Vancouver were in this part of the city. |
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Hugh master IV |
Hugh (07:54:53): I can't go to funerals anymore.
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WR NOTE Actuality Hugh giving a tour through the safe consumption site Guy shooting up |
To try and save as many lives as he can, Hugh HELPED SET UP this overdose prevention site.
Hugh (08:22:49):
This is the injection room.
It's a place where users can do drugs, but under supervision, and get help immediately if they overdose Hugh (08:25:38): Everybody brings their own drugs with them. You know, we don't supply drugs to anybody. |
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John smoking Meth 08:51:28:17 08:53:11:17 Canada safe consumption site source Supervised injecting sites source Johns hoodie advertising Meth |
Australia has just two supervised consumption sites like this.
But Canada has almost 40 across the nation, these facilities have become a frontline to reduce the wave of deadly overdose
John is a drug user and Hugh’s colleague – Upsot: 08:52:35:10 ; It's like I’m super meth boy… hehe He’s personally saved 30 people here from overdose
PICK UP WR ALT: He’s personally saved 30 people from overdose |
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D4 C2 Iv in smoking room - 6 - |
Evan (09:01:42): The 30 people you've saved, how many of those people were OD'ed on fentanyl? John (09:02:00): All 30, guaranteed. Guaranteed. There is no such thing as a heroin market here in Vancouver. No such thing. I know most of the major dealers, I know how they cook it, I know what goes into it. There's three main ingredients. There's fentanyl, mannitol, and caffeine, and usually sometimes cake dye to put a colour in it. And that's it. |
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We could use the UGC drug taking footage here.. |
Easy to hide, addictive, cheap and potent.
Fentanyl has become the perfect cutting agent to improve profit margins on everything from heroin to fake prescription pills. |
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FILE: AFP press conference Pics in teams |
And that’s exactly why Australian authorities are on edge ABF upsot; 5:07 – the single largest detection of fentanyl that Australia has ever seen. Last year, they intercepted 11kg of Fentanyl coming from Canada
That’s 5.5 million lethal doses. Enough to kill the entire population of Sydney.
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Dr Christy |
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Dr Christy in her office D3C1 04:09:52:23 04:09:02:12
D3C2 @ 01:51:10:24 + 01:51:19:02 |
Dr Christy Meet and greet
But to addiction medicine specialist Dr Christy
Sutherland, fentanyl is a useful pharmaceutical.
Dr Christy (01:49:09): We use it in medicine all the time. If you were in terrible pain and went to the hospital with a broken leg, you probably would get fentanyl. |
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Evan and Christy walking into back alley
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Dr Christys been working with Vancouvers most vulnerable people on the Downtown Eastside since 2010.
She’s watched Fentanyl take hold
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Ev and Christy in back Alley D3 C2 |
Dr Christy (01:31:21):
Most people did not want to transition to fentanyl.
Dr Christy (01:34:47): It is much more potent than heroin. So people who were previously acclimatized to heroin, their brain adjusted to this new potent opioid, and so that they have a heavier opiate need in order to stay out of withdrawal. Dr Christy (01:36:12): Well, when my patients are really stuck in a cycle of drug use, they're quite vulnerable. They're vulnerable because of the drug they're buying, they're vulnerable because of engaging with the illicit drug market. |
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Chat in back alley D3 C2 |
Dr Christy (01:36:56): So I was hoping to separate my patients from that ongoing vulnerability that they had by creating this alternate system where they can access drugs in a way that's safer Dr Christy (01:37:20): it's regulated and thoughtful in a way that I hope reduces those public health harms. Evan (01:42:09): So you want them to break up with their drug dealer? Dr Christy (01:37:27):
Yes. (laughs)
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In a world first program, Dr Christy is fighting the Fentanyl crisis… by selling fentanyl to drug users.
PICKUP ALT: In a world first program, Dr Christy is fighting the Fentanyl crisis… by selling pharmaceutical grade fentanyl to drug users.
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CHRISTY IN SAFE SUPPLY CLINIC D1 C1 |
Dr Christy (01:09:40): So after they've checked in, they come into the back to see the nurse to get their dose of the day. So everyone's dose is titrated to specifically what they need in terms of their tolerance. Dr Christy (01:10:05): We were incredibly surprised how high the doses have to be. So we're giving people 25,000 micrograms of fentanyl four times a day. So if you were in labor and giving birth to a baby, you might get 100 micrograms or 200 micrograms.
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CHRISTY IN SAFE SUPPLY CLINIC D1 C1 |
Dr Christy (01:15:37): often for people who are using opioids, it's their criminalization of their lives that is causing the harm, Dr Christy (01:15:58): They have to engage in sex work or a crime to get their drugs, and then when they do buy the drugs, they don't know what is in it, that it could be any percentage of fentanyl. Dr Christy (01:16:42): So if you eliminate the violence, the need to do crime, they can exit from sex work, and then they have a caring nurse and a primary care doctor who will wrap them in services, you see people get better.
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CHRISTY IN SAFE SUPPLY CLINIC D1 C1 |
Evan (01:18:28): What impact does it have on their continuing need for, say, fentanyl? Dr Christy (01:18:40):
often people think that if drug users have access to
drugs, they'll all take the maximum dose and be on it
forever. But what we can see from the research, and what I
have seen in my clinical experience, is that when people are
on a high intensity program like this and stabilize, they
want to move on
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Source: Safe supply history Canada |
Since 2019 Canada has been trying to combat overdose by dispensing opiate alternatives, similar to methadaone
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WR ALT: Since 2019 Canada has been trying to combat overdose by dispensing opiate alternatives, similar to methadone… it's called safe supply
ALT: But Dr Christy is going much further by supplying Fentanyl and this has provoked high level political resistance . |
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SOURCE: Pierre Poilivre Youtube FILE: video from conservative opposition leader Pierre Poilivre - Everything feels broken.mp4
PROPER PRONOUNCATION HERE
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Upsot Pierre (03:53): 3:18 There is no safe supply of these drugs, they are deadly, they are lethal, and they are relentlessly addictive. CANADA’s conservative opposition Leader Pierre Poilievre, calls for tougher policing on the illegal supply of fentanyl Upsot Pierre Poilivre - Everything feels broken 3:00; Tougher laws for the violent reoffenders and the gangsters and organized criminals who are preying upon these addicts He also slams the Trudeau governments possible decriminalisation of small amounts of hard drugs across the country UPSOT: Question Period for HoC Sitting No. 194 14-38-40 - Pierre (23:46): beyond just subsidizing deadly drugs. Now he wants to decriminalize crack heroin cocaineThis policy is insane. It is killing people. |
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Dr Christy in Office |
Dr Christy (01:34:42):
it's clear and simple and wrong to say everyone should
just stop using drugs. That's not going to work. It's
never happened in the history of humanity.
Dr Christy (01:35:11): It's funny that we're so stuck in it with this sort of public love of prohibition and punishment for people who use drugs when really re envisioning a different world would be less costly, there'd be less death and then less suffering and to me it's policy change, it's not that radical. |
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Where Christy has the approval from local authorities to run her program.
I’m about to meet a rebellious group taking the concept even further… without permission.
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DULF – Jeremy and Eris |
*Simon note – DULF pointed out some key parts of the building that are giveaways to the location. We’ll have to sit down and do this together once the scene has been edited. |
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D3C1 02:11:48:12 Shots of DULF bagging up drugs – 50fps sequence Don’t show faces – just hands and drugs |
Jeremy (02:52:03):
So right now I'm bagging up heroin
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Jeremy weighing/ and bagging up heroin |
They operate on the cusp of legality and TV cameras
have never been in this room.
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Shots of DULF bagging up drugs – slo mo sequence Don’t show faces – just hands and drugs |
Jeremy (02:42:17): The three drugs we sell, cocaine, heroin, and meth, we sell them for the price that we get them. We don't make any profit |
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Don’t show faces – just hands and drugs |
This is the drug users liberation front or DULF for short.
It's where a select group of users can buy illicit drugs free from contaminants, including fentanyl.
Pick up Alt: It's where a select group of users can buy illicit drugs free from contaminants, like fentanyl.
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ALTS This grab is the reveal of Jeremy. Start blurring hold for entire focus pull until Jeremys face comes into focus. |
Jeremy (02:54:33): Lots of people don't get their drugs checked, or if they do, it's just once in a while. So when people get it from us, basically they're getting their drugs checked every single time they use. |
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PIck up 27 years old Jeremy has university degrees in public health and biology.
Working at safe consumption sites and drug checking centres, he’s been trying to prevent overdoses since 2017
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CU Jeremys face Insitu Iv while Jeremy bags up drugs |
Jeremy (02:55:03): people need to know what they're using. If they buy something off of the street, who knows what it'll be cut with. Sometimes they're buying drywall instead of actual drugs, or sometimes their cocaine is cut with pig dewormer 02:28:59 ): Somebody who is intending to do cocaine or intending to do meth accidentally gets fentanyl in their drugs, they're going to overdose. And if nobody's around to save them or revive them, they're likely going to die. |
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IV at bench with Jeremey |
Evan (02:35:33): So now, here's a big question, Jeremy. Is what you're doing here right now legal? Jeremy (02:35:39): It's a gray zone. It's a gray zone. By the... Jeremy (02:35:49): By the rule, written law, no, it's illegal to possess, sell, and distribute drugs. But in the context of a public health emergency, which is a legislative tool that public health officials have, We need to do everything we can to stop this. Jeremy (02:36:38):
So is it illegal to save people's lives? I'd say no. And the
reason why we're doing this is we feel like we can argue
that in court. We think that's a good argument, and so do
our lawyers
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Jeremy walking into office 03:13:52:24 Eris putting stickers on bags of Heroin |
Eris Nyx is a co-founder of DULF - she‘s going out on a limb to save lives, and doesn’t like being compared to dealers.
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Eris in office |
Eris (03:06:55): We're not fucking drug dealers. We take a slice of the illicit market, we test it rigorously and then we reintroduce it at cost without turning a profit. It's horrendous, I don't know if you've ever sold drugs professionally, but it's not a very smart business model if that's what you do. |
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Both Jeremy and Eris are convinced the next evolution of the overdose crisis, will happen in the halls of power.
EW ALT: Both Jeremy and Eris are convinced the next evolution in the response to the overdose crisis, will happen in the halls of power.
PICKUP WR ALT: Both Jeremy and Eris are convinced the next response to the overdose crisis, should happen in the halls of power.
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ERIS IN OFFICE |
Evan (03:09:41):
What would you like to see happen?
Eris (03:09:43): The solution's so rational. The drug issue it's not a criminal issue, it's not a medical issue, it's a political issue. If you regulate the drug supply, you don't have overdoses. Do you have more people using drugs? Sure but then you build out your system of recovery and you build out systems that actually work. Eris (03:11:25): And then there's not winning…. We sell fucking heroin to 42 people. We traffick a kilo of heroin a month, that’s a lot of heroin to illegally traffic for some bum bum that lives down the street. I didn't want to do this. So basically we're fucked, and it's like AIDS in the eighties when they were like, "It's gay cancer. I hope these fags die", but this time it's "I hope these drug users fucking die". |
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Needs refining – but you get the picture |
But in the 9 months that this project has been running - no one has overdosed or died from consuming their drugs.
And with this unlikely duo documenting every aspect of the project, they’re determined to show their critics a model that works. |
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Jeremy back at drug cutting up bench |
Jeremy (02:48:58): Our end goal is to have it expanded. Have health authorities or non-profits be able to take this on sustainably and keep it rolling, and hopefully save a lot of lives. |
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Mums stop the Harm D4C1 |
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Drone suburban Vancouver D3 drone @ 00:07:40:15 00:05:52:01 D7C2 @ 03:23:40:22 |
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ALT Actuality around kitchen table Average neighbourhood |
Lizzie (04:49:35): I think it's really important to get out there that it's not just 30 and 40 year olds that are dying. It's, it's young people, it's teenagers. And the other day I heard a 12 and 13 year old that had died |
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Lizze @ 04:50:12:04 |
Deb and Lizzie are part of group called Mums Stop The Harm.
It’s nationwide network with over 3000 members all who have lost loved ones to overdose. |
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Deb alt ref to daughters death |
Deb (05:06:04): My daughter, who died, she told me of a time when she was given fentanyl from a Burnaby dealer and she said, "I'm never doing it again, Mom, it was awful." So, when she got drugs tainted with fentanyl, like so many of them, she didn't know that was what was in there. |
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Ola pictures 05:13:08:10 05:13:25:10 |
Deb’s 22 year old daughter, Ola (Oh- laa) died 5 years ago after consuming heroin laced with Fentanyl. |
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Insitu Iv in living room |
Deb (05:02:46): When I joined Moms Stop The Harm after my daughter died, what I found was, these are people just like me. These are people just like me who have lost their kids. They're nice people. They were good parents. And yet they've lost something that is immeasurably... You can't measure how deep the pain is when you lose somebody like that. |
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Moms Stop The Harm banners 05:12:30:17 |
The group has recently launched a campaign called Sudden Silence.
It aims to make people aware that fentanyl is not just killing drug users living rough – it’s cutting a deadly swathe through middle class Canada as well |
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DEB CA EW D4 C1 Deb working at table Deb looking at booklet |
(04:57:51):
we made the posters, banners. And the idea then is to
have those banners travel all around and be put up in public
places, to let them know these people are us, it's not
somebody else, they're our kids, they're who we are. And
it could be your kid. They're not some pod of losers over
here or something like that,
Deb (05:03:44): Here's Dawn, she's a lovely person. This was her son Marco, wanted to be a chef. Lovely guy. Deb (05:01:57): you see Karma and then, "That girl, you're kidding." "What could have happened to that girl, Gemma?" And then you read the story and you go, "Wow, that kid could still be alive." Or this is a teacher, she was a teacher
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Deb and lizzie leaving house. 05:17:32:10 Deb pack stuff into car 05:20:05:01 Getting into car Mum trouble with Technology |
The group is calling for changes to drug policy.
From the availability of addiction services and opiate alternatives, to reducing the stigma associated with drug use. |
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Deb in Car |
Deb (05:33:00): You know, we have these systemic barriers that make it difficult for people to get help. And I, I said, and I've said many times, it should be as easy to get some help as it is to get the drugs. |
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Deb In Car |
Deb’s mission to help the lives of drug users and their families, is driven by deep sense of loss.
It's something she wants to help others to avoid. |
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Deb in Car |
Deb (05:28:26): it was five years before I, I started to see color in the world again before I could, you know, laugh at a joke before. I enjoyed a lot of things because you know, the death of a child is so deep and all-encompassing. And even though your child isn't there physically, they're with you all the time. So you have to get used to that cuz it's a relationship of a different kind. Not the one you want, but it's the one you got. |
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PROTEST D4 C1 |
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Driving / city Seq deb and other mums Shots of ppl with protest signs |
Deb is taking me to a protest.
It’s the 7 th anniversary of the declaration of British Colombia’s Overdose emergency.
With almost 12,000 dead in this state alone since the 2016 declaration, today is a grim milestone.
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Deb insitu Iv at protest People at protest |
Deb (06:15:43): They've called it this year the horrible parade. And it's a horrible parade against horrible drug policy that is killing people. |
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Eris talking to crowd |
Pick up ERIS FROM DULF IS LEADING THE PROTEST – BRINGNG TOGETHER ACTIVISTS, AND GRIEVING LOVED ONES, TO DEMAND MORE FROM THE CANADIAN GOVERNMENT |
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06:07:17:17 Eris upsot: No matter how badly you punish them, people will always use drugs, and people deserve to be able to live. You cannot recover someone if they have died (sounds emotional) |
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People marching 06:41:30:08 |
Upsot: march starts |
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Pick up Mothers, social workers and drug users marching to the chant “safe drugs”
Upsot: Eris yelling “safe drugs, Safe drugs” D4 C1 @06:20:14:01 or 06:32:59:08
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Best pictures of people marching in protest |
The crowd here is calling on the government to allow safe supply in a non-medical setting.
They want the sale and distribution of Meth, cocaine, heroin and other illicit drugs, to be regulated, safe and most importantly… fentanyl free. |
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Cowboy hat guy Trim back – I like the ref to – handing out drugs/ saving the stiock brokers and sick of digging graves |
Guy in cowboy hat We're trying to show the government safe supply isn't a fucking rocket surgery. It's pretty simple.
We can do it right here ourselves, right?
We're gonna save each other. But we're not only that. We're gonna save all the fucking stockbrokers and everyone everywhere else who's doing drugs everywhere across Canada.
We are digging the grave for the drug war today because we're so fucking sick of digging graves for each other.
**breath***
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Reflective night slo mo shots shots D3 C2 @ 02:19:06:15 - Street D3 C2 @ 02:33:44:17 - sky D6 C2 @ 03:25:41:18 – Twilight guy hobbling across road D6 C2 @ 03:27:51:13 – Ev WS D6 C2 @ 03:29:31:24 – Ev CU |
Through good police work or perhaps good luck, Fentanyl hasn’t hit Australian streets yet
But for those with lived experience here, there’s a
clear warning for Australia
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Wrap up |
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D4 C2 09:11:26:01 – DTES at night |
Upsot: street noise. |
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D4 C2 @ 09:11:55:08 – Police lights |
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HUGH WARNING
Hugh in injection room |
Hugh (07:37:54): You're about to face something that looks like the Vietnam War when the bodies are coming home. Hugh (07:42:52): Warn people about this stuff. Warn people as much as you can. |
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Seq Pam walking on street D1 C2 @ 00:42:57:22 00:41:56:09 00:42:39:10 |
Pam (21:54): This drug is indiscriminate and kills people who are experimenting, kills people who are recreational using, and it kills addicts. |
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Pam’s 16 year old son Ronan died after taking a Xanax tainted with a tiny grain of fentanyl.
PICK UP Pam’s 16 year old son Ronan died after taking a counterfeit Xanax – IT WAS tainted with a tiny grain of fentanyl.
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PAM ON SAFE SUPPLY
Pam IV |
Pam (41:35): Had I known about these counterfeit pills, I would've loved to have this conversation with him and any other teenager I know. |
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Evan and pam looking at pictures of Ronan |
Upsot: D1 C1 @ Pam: That’s at my parents cottage in Ontario |
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Pictures of Ronan on table 00:58:53:04 00:57:40:10
See Pam here Two cam IV
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Pam (37:42): I think of my boy every minute of every hour of the day. It's like having an amputated limb and you have these phantom pains Pam (38:49): I just miss so much. It's not just missing him, it's all the things he could have done. He would've had an interesting life. He had so many crazy wild dreams and I encouraged all of them. |
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File: Ronan - Starter video Cybergaming |
0:39: Ronan: I just want to say thank you for watching, please subscribe, although I haven’t released any other content than this. Anyway thank you and good bye ( smiles) *Breath* |